I don't own Gravitation, I just wish I did.

Miaka is not a gravitational character, she jumped out of my imagionation.

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Narration

flashbacks will be in italics
songs will be in bold italics

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Chapter 1 - Mermories For A Rainy Day

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The room was dimly lit. The inhabitant of the room was silent and standing deadly still, that at first glance you would think the room was completely empty. The man in the room was staring out of one of the enormous windows, which offered a clear view of the city below. He was wearing a black t-shirt with baggy dark green khakis. In his hands he was holding what seemed to be a pink bunny. His stance was that of a cord that had been wound too much and was ready to explode. His face was hidden in shadow. Outside, the day got darker and the rain continued to fall.

For the first time in what seemed like ages the man moved bringing the pink bunny to his chest for a hug. He held it there as if it was life itself and it's warmth would keep the cold away. A desperate, yet so venerable move. If anything at all, his stance became even more tense. Lighting flashed across the sky, illuminating the man's face. He had brownish, green hair and startling blue eyes set in a face that looked as if it had been drained of all color. His features were set in a slight frown as if deep in thought, his eyes had a distant look to them and reflected sorrow. He trembled and whimpered as if in pain.

Why? Why, am I here? Alone? So alone... thought Sakuma Ryuichi, holding Kumagoru even closer to him.

At the moment no one would know who Ryuichi was, for the hyperactive singer had been replaced by a stranger with sober features, whose presence seemed to command obedience and respect.

Were did I go wrong? Tohma-kan has Mika-kan, Nariko-kan has Ukai-kan and Saki-chan. Even Shu-chan has Yuki-kan. So were did I go wrong? mused Ryu…

----Flashback-----

Na noooooo naaaaa nooooo da! Naaa nooo na no da...sang a little Ryuichi Sakuma as he played all alone in the sandbox. He looked around to see if there were any other kids in the park to play with, but he saw no one. He turned back to the sand castle he was building.

The day is bright... na no na no da... the sun is warm... na no na no da... sang Ryu- chan as he continued to play.

That's a pretty song you are singing. What's it called? Asked a small voice behind Ryu-chan.

Ryuichi blinked and quickly turned around to see who had spoken kicking his sand castle down by accident.

Oh no, cried the little girl with black hair and big brown eyes, wearing a yellow dress. Now look what we did Kumagoru. We made him destroy the pretty castle. We are sorry.

Oh no, it was my fault, I should have been more careful. said Ryu-chan offering the girl a big bright smile. And the song has no name I made it up.

Really, that's soo cool. I wish I had a voice like yours to sing songs I made up said the little girl sadly as she came and sat beside Ryuichi. May I help you rebuild your castle?

Sure, my name is Sakuma Ryuichi. But you can call me Ryu-chan What's your name?

I am Remusa Miaka and this is Kumagoru said Miaka as she offered Kumagoru's little arm for Ryu-chan to shake.

Ryu-chan took Kumagoru's hand and shook it saying it's nice to meet you Kuma-chan. You don't mind if I call you that. do you?

Kumagoru says that he'd love it if you called him that. Said Miaka with a big smile andstarsin her big brown eyes.

You aren't Japanese are you? You have a funny accent.

Well, I am from Canada, my father is Japanese though and he decided that we would come and live here with his parents after my mother died, said Miaka looking down at Kuma-chan.

I am sorry.

Will you be mine and Kuma-chan's friend Ryu-chan?

Sure. said Ryu-chan smiling as they turned their attention back to the half destroyed castle.

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Miaka-chan, whispered Ryuichi watching the rain fall. I haven't thought about you in ten years…

Ryu-chan, what a pleasant surprise said Saguchi Tohma as he walked into his office wearing a brilliant smile. What can I do for you?

Tohma-kan said Ryu-chan as he ran to hug him. It's so nice to see you. I have the lyrics for our next song, Kuma-chan and I just finish them. I put them on your desk. Kuma-chan wants some ice-cream so we are going to go now. Ok Tohma?

All right Ryu-chan. Don't eat too much ice cream or you'll make yourself sick again, said Tohma as his hyper friend ran out of the room.

Strange he thought. I've never see Ryuichi so serious before, it was scary and not like Ryuichi. He doesn't even go that serious when he is singing and that's about the only time I have ever seen him acting his age. I should keep an eye on him...

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Well that's chapter 1. If you are going to Review,Please don't be too mean, it's my first fan fiction and I am terrified. (shivers) :s Personally I am not sure what to think of this story so far and I don't know were it's going, but I can tell you for sure that it will be a complicated story as I am a very complicated person when I think. :P I don't know if I should be proud of that or not...oh well. I hope you liked my story so far and I hope you'll read the next chapter.