Hating To Love

Gentle,

Kind,

Caring,

Is how I described you once,

Because back then, you were a person

In whom I could place my trust.

Back then, just the sight of you

Swelled my heart with pride,

And being in your company

Was enough to make me smile.

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Despicable,

Evil,

This is how I describe you now.

After the curse you've placed upon me

And how you tore my spirit down.

You've taken away my humanity

And haunt me in my dreams,

This is why I hate you.

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But when I remember

Times when I was hurt,

How you would ease away my pain

With magic or kind words,

I can't help but love you,

And this is what I hate about you most.