I couldn't believe what I heard. Noodle dead from a car accident. Noodle had a doctors appointment and Murdoc was taking Noodle there. All day I had bad feeling and wish Russel was the one taking her instead of Murdoc or at least I could of took her there. When I hugged Noodle goodbye. I looked at Murdoc straight in the eyes and he knew what it meant. He nodded and they both walked out the door. I shoul've gone with them but I couldn't. I leaned back on the couch and closed my eyes, remembering what happen this morning.
I felt someone crawl on the bed and poke at my sides. I groaned and turned on my side, hiding my smile. When she soon stopped poking me and sighed, I quickly took her in my arms and tickled her. Noodle laughed and squirmed. I soon let go of her and got out of bed. Stretching. Noodle laughed and went out of my room and I heard her yelled. "2D is awake!" I smiled and made my way downstairs and in to the kitchen.
"Yo 2D." Russel waved at me.
"Hey." I said, sitting down at the kitchen table beside Noodle. She always saves me a seat for me next to her. Murdoc one time took my seat beside her and she got mad to the point where she went crazy on him. Leaving many bruises on Murdoc. Ever since the incident, Murdoc never sat in my seat.
"Wot we havin?" I asked Russel.
"Pancakes!" Noodle jumped from her chair and yelled. Russel laughed.
"Your right baby girl." He said and got out the makings of pancakes.
I started tearing up. Noodle loved pancakes. The only thing that she would eat when we go to places. I put my knees to my chest and closed my eyes agian. Re-thinking the short time we had together today.
After we all got done eating, Noodle wanted to play a game.
"I wanna play something." Noodle said, tugging at my arm. I picked her up.
"Wot do yew wanna do then?" I asked while swinging her around and laughing.
"I wanna go outside and walk." She said, pointing out to the window. I smiled and turned to face Russel.
"Ey Russel, me and Noodle 'ar going to go walk."
"Okay but be careful you two." Russel said, giving us a stern look.
Noodle smiled and dragged me out of the house. The air was a bit chilly but Noodle seemed to not care; happily skipping around. We walked for some time untill we reached the park. Noodle looked up at me and I nodded. She ran as fast as she can and it was difficult to catch up to her. I sighed. I must be getting old. Noodle noticed the swings and casually ran up to them and sat down on the swing.
"Push." Noodle called to me and I did. Gripping the chains that were holding the swing, I pulled them back and pushed them forward, letting the swing carry Noodle. When the mometum started to fade, I put my hand on her back and pushed her, giving slightly more height and speed. I kept doing this and a woman in a yellow dress with a baby boy in her arms walked by us. She noticed Noodle brightly smiling and laughing. The woman smiled.
"Your daughter is very cute." She continued to smile and went on her way.
I slightly blushed and looked down at Noodle. She laughed and I continued to push her.
I lifted my head and sniffed. The front door opening to reveal Russel and Murdoc, who had a cast on his left arm. My anger flared up. I quickly got up and went over to him, pointing.
"This is your fault!" I yelled to his face. "It's your fault she's dead, your fault!" I grabbed him be his cast arm and his good arm, slamming him agaisnt the front door. Russel pushed me back slightly.
"2D this isn't his.." Russel began to say. I quickly looked over at him, full of anger in my empty eyes.
"This is his fault Russel. If he knew 'ow to drive safely and 'ot be a hazard at the wheel, my lil luv would be still alive." Tears formed around my blackened eyes. Murdoc mumbled something under his breath. I looked at him.
"Wot did yew say?" My voice sounding authoritive and angry. Murdoc looked at me with what looked like a hint of sadness on his face.
"I said, we were on our way back too." I looked away from him for what he said.
"How far?" I asked. Russel gave me a concerned look.
"i don't think you want to know." Russel said, giving me a sympathetic look.
"Tell me!" I screamed. My voice echoing around the house.
Murdoc and Russel gave each other looks and looked back at me. Murdoc sighed before anwsering.
"Six miles away." He said quietly. I shook my head and turned to face the stairs.
"I'll be in my room if yew need me." I said and started to walk up the stairs and into my room. I closed the door with a slam and slumped down agaisnt the door. I should've went with them but going agaisnt Murdoc's words... I'll be the one going to the doctors too. I stared blankly at the clock and went off in my thoughts agian.
We started walking back home because I almost forgot about Noodle's doctors appointment. Noodle however, did not want to leave and go tothe the doctors. I reassured her that I'll always be there for her and I'll always be there till the end. We got to the house and Murdoc was fully dressed and ready to go.
"There you are faceache! Where in satan have you both been?"
"Park!" Noodle said happily. I happily picked her up and tickled her. Her laughter filled the whole living room. I bent down on my knees till they hit the floor and opened my eyes to see a sad Noodle.
"No..." Noodle said quietly to me. Her eyes becoming a little glossy. I gave her a somewhat happy smile.
"It's okay lil luv." I chuckled a bit, adjusting her jacket. "I can get annoying." Noodle only gave me a sad look still.
"When you get back, we'll go back to the park." I said, hoping to cheer her up. Noodle brightened up a bit and she gave me one last hug. I hugged her back but I was looking at Murdoc, giving him a look saying if anything happens to her, I would be pissed off. Even with my blank eyes, Murdoc knew what it meant and nodded. I let go of Noodle and stood up. Noodle looked at me then to Murdoc, giving him a signal that she was ready to go.
And the only day me and her had together. My tears started to show up agian. I rubbed them violently but only to make more appear. I laid there, back agaisnt the door, remebering when Noodle was scared of the noise under her bed.
"What if the noise comes back?" She asked.
"Well, just hit the boxes like I did."
I looked up to my wall across my bed which stood the picture of me and Noodle. More tears came pouring down. I remembered my words that day when she was scared.
"I'm always here for yew lil luv, luv you."
"Love you too."
I couldn't live here anymore. There was no way. Me living here, seeing her bedroom across my room, seeing the park and pancakes. I stood up and walked to my wall, taking the picture of me and Noodle and looking at it. "She was still young." I thought and carried the picture over to my bed. I laid down, holding the picture close to my heart.
"I'm so sorry Noodle. I wasn't there for yew. But always know that I love yew. I said in a faint whisper. Crying overtime made me sleepy and soon sleep overcame me. Before I closed my eyes, I head a faint, beautiful voice.
"I love you too 2D."
Well, how you peeps like it? This was emotional for me to write considering that Noodle is my favourite. But I hope you guys love this story and please leave an review. Untill next time peeps!