Black bird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to be free
Black bird fly, black bird fly
Dear Blaine
I keep looking at the wall, I still can't believe what happened.
Dear Blaine
What hurt's the most? I still don't quite know yet. I mean I want to hate you so bad, but I cannot bring myself to do it. I loved you, I thought you loved me too.
Dear Blaine
Are you ok? I mean, I should have asked 2 letters ago. I hope you are, and I love you.
Dear Blaine
So much has happened today. I went dancing with one of my coworkers and he asked me to dance with him. I thought I was moving on. But I only thought of you.
Dear Blaine
Nights are lonely now.
Dear Blaine
Thinking. I really hate doing that. Let's not do that. I'm forgetting, I don't remember anymore. That's what I tell myself.
Dear Blaine
God, I just want to see you, but I just can't.
Dear Blaine
Oh don't you understand? I'm never changing who I am. Do you remember singing this to me?
Dear Blaine
Oh
Dear Blaine
Don't worry about me, I am fine.
Dear Blaine
Eating is becoming so hard. I lost 23 pounds. Looks like I can finally fit into those pants we found…
Dear Blaine
New directions made it to finals! That is amazing! I hear it is in New York. I would come see you…. Um.
Dear Blaine
Opening my eyes hurts really bad. So I am keeping them closed.
Dear Blaine
U don't care anymore do you? I don't blame you.
Dear Blaine
Girl's day out with Rachel today. I'm better. Thank you.
Dear Blaine
Hate is something I feel for myself. Never you. Never. I'm so sorry I broke my promise. Good bye.
Into the light of the dark black night