I'm sorry my love

by dimdoi

There is something wrong with the flea today. Come to think about t I haven't seen him the last two weeks, he look so thin and so pale almost like the white fur around his jacket!

I was walking home. so tired want to climb at my bid and collapse recently I've been feel pain in my stomach, and began to lose my appetite for food I didn't want to go to the doctor I told myself that 'pain comes and goes'

BUT I was wrong The pain did not go, but increases every day every hour every minute it drives me crazy when I began to feel it ? a week ago, no two….. m- month?

It hurt even now I can't walk very well . can't do anything just holding my stomach, have I been good at anything other than holding my stomach like a pregnant woman ? it really hurt I feel like I'm stabbed in a long knife again and again it hurt the pain in my stomach it hurt

'Sight' don't want anyone to see me like this weak in pain hopeless Especially my enemy wait , I'm talking to myself so it's fine to say my love the one I'm holding dear to my heart the only one when I'm talking or thinking about my hurt beats wont calm down my sunshine my light my - "IZaaaaaayaaaaa –kuuuuun ~" shizuo-chan

"I think I told you to stay out ikebukuro~" shit what do I do I'm in no shape to fight shizuo-chan, awww my stomach closing my eyes hard focusing on my breath it hurt to breath 'shizuo-chan help'

Oi flea""

SHIZUO'S POV

There is something wrong with the flea today. Come to think about t I haven't seen him the last two weeks, he look so thin and so pale almost like the white fur around his jacket. He was like this the past three weeks ..

"flea ?" and suddenly he collapse at the side of the road and his left hand holding the wall for support , why is he holding his stomach like that ? …..gasp ! maybe the flea is a woman ..the fuck no no he s not I remember I saw him at the Swimming Pool in high school. Why I'm blushing it so hot fuck I hate when strange thoughts come to my mind

I feel like I'm stupid or I'm really stupid as the flea said, back to earth okay should I help flea or leave him ? yes maybe it's one of his games . I will leave him I'm going. I know I will regret this I'm texting celty

'celty I think there is something wrong with the flea can you come with shinra plz come quickly' ah flea don't like leaving you like that but . wait why leaving him ? ok I will talk to him

"flea I mean …izaya-kun are you okay ?" now he is shaking "fle-izaya-kun I text celty I told her to come here with shinra for you"

"NO WHY ?" ah he snapped at me

"izaya-kun calm down" I think I will kill him and don't think will last for 5 minutes

After 10 minutes

For my surprise the flea didn't talk for the past 5 minutes just holding his stomach closing his eyes hard and mumbling things I won't understands

Shit where are you celty ?

SHINRA'S POV

Sweet Celty your driving so fast" "

Celty type at her PDA and show it to me I read what she wrote and she said 'but shinra I can't, what if something happened to him'

'Him' who's' him' "celty don't tell me your cheating on me?" I said that with real tears in my eyes …..… she didn't answer I think she is ignoring me , showing me her PDA again 'shinra we are here you should scan him well' ' him' again "celty who are you talking about" I said that as I was looking searching for 'him'

typing at her PDA 'wa are talking about IZAYA'

when I read that my eyes fall on izaya, he was holding his stomach with his right hand and the other holding the wall for support his face shows that he is in pain and shizuo beside him my throat goes dry "SHIZUO DID YOU HURT HIM ?" I screamed at shizuo

shizuo flinched and turned around to face me "I did not, stop yelling at me and see what's wrong with him"

Athure note :

Aw what happened to izaya like that will shinra help izaya ? and another thing I'm still learning English so if there any mistake correct it onigai~ may change the title have any idea ?

Kimitach Wasorenai R&R

Thank you