My ramblings while thinking about the whole fiasco of the kiss. As a fangirl I kinda wanted them to get together, but it wouldn't have worked in the overall plot.


Grey stormy eyes appear and haunt my dreams.

A strong jaw, fine black hair.

Hands' solid weight on my shoulder.

His mouth moves but I hear no voice.

When I wake, I wish I were back there,

but in this house, it cannot be.

As he passes by, my eyes linger.

Long fingers, straight back,

handsome face.

Every now and then I feel his eyes upon me.

Then the ill-fated night as I wake,

my hazy mind recognizes him.

But then the fog clears and I jump away.

The door is open and Alfred stands there.

I act in shock, don't want the shame.

As I yell

I see the pain in his grey eyes.

And in my mind I pray, "I'm sorry."

But in this house, such things are not.