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it happened again, another murder, a man in his early twents was found drunk and dead with larg claw marks going through his chest, they passed it off as he killed him self for the fact his wife and kids left him, but i know for a fact he had no wife or kids, he was always a drunken git who alway picked up hookers and sluts and even kidnaped a few young teens and raped them, i only know this as of I'm his murderer, man for a second there i sounded proud but I'm not, the way i work is it doesnt matter if your good or bad i kill, thats all i know when I'm in that form, to the police and CIA, I'm classed as the cat beast, a blood thirsty killer who will do anything to have blood on my hands, but thats not the truth, i turn into that beat unwillingly at night and kill anyone in my way, its like im watching my self over and over again, but i can't control my bodys actions, but there was one time i drew the line, it was this time when i saw that man comeing up to me asking me where were my perents or boyfriend i quickly answered im waiting for my best friend and asked him to leave me alone untill he grabbed me and dragged my down an allyway to an old abandond house that was as dark as hell he smirked at me and told me we can do this the easy way or the hard way, either way i wasn't escaping, i nearly laughed, but instead i begged him to let me go, as much as i hated this creep, i didn't want to kill him, but he only laughed and through me on the floor and climbed on top of me, until i let out a deep growl, and he laughed saying i wasn't scaring him as he grabbed my arm, thats when i saw red, i wanted nothing more than to see his blood on my boots and so it began, i slowly started changing into a horrible beast like i useually did and clawed at the man untill he ran back out the house and down the allyway screaming for someone to help him, but at tweleve am who was gonna care about a screaming man, when he came to a dead end i growled once more as he began begging for his life as i began to chuckle, "begging for your life when you took so many, that hardly seems fair" i laughed evily as he screamed once more as i brutaly beat him and with a final slash of my claws, he was as good as dead, thats when i heard a police car pull up and i ran back to my house and jumped through the window so my mom and dad wouldnt see me, and i locked both the window and the door and went to sleep.
But as i awoke the next morning i was coved in blood, ofcourse i knew it wasn't my own, it was never my own, i when into the bathroom that conected to my room and showed and after turned on the tv to see the news of a man who died, the madness of my subcontouse killed...i knew it was me little did i know someone elses did too.
Day 2
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Mom and dad are getting worried, my grades are dropping and I'm getting detention for not handing in my homework and when the dam teacher yelled at me so I yelled back and tore up the second sheet that he gave me, I can't help it, I just get agitated easily and then I act on it, I blame the fucking dam teacher it's his fault and now to make things worse my parents are fighting, every night I can hear them, they think I'm asleep but im not, i can hear them and it makes me even more sick to death, i hate what i am i thought as i went to my room to nap knowing it would happen all over again. Today wasn't any different, dad was yelling telling me when I'm bad at school, it reflects at home with me being in a bad mood. Mom to my room and sighed "risha, maybe you should go for a walk" she said but it sounded more like she wanted me out of the house, she probably has important guests over and doesn't want me to embarrass her, that's the way she is, she always indirectly tells me to get out of the way before I get kicked out. this was my family, another reason i want to leave, maybe distroy my self, get rid of it all, then i could finaly be free, but, i , my self am a cowered, im afraid of death, and want to be surrounded by overs even if it puts them in danger, im am truly a selfish person, i even killed my old best friend, but only because she was an bitch, always dropping me in to her crap, getting me in trouble, i couldnt beleve i was even friends with her, so i killed her, and if i tell you the truth, it felt good, finaly getting rid of the that cow, i thought my life would be better with out her, but it wasnt, someone mirly took her place in tourchering me, that when laylor came into the picture, she understude me, acuutaly liked me for who i was, no bitchy coments, no trying to make me cover for her, insted she covered for me, that was only because she knew, and she was like me, we were monsters and sister soulmates, the bestes of friends and yet she disserpeared to, just like anyone whos acctualy niced to me , not that fake nice, with there averting eyes and fake smiles, but truely understude me lalor was exsacly the same as me but close, as i was the cat beast she was a wolf beast but lalor acctualy had control, where as i let me emotions take over and soon go blind to human natur and turn to an wild animal, a killing animal, something i shouldnt be at all...
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