Scars
Based on the song by Papa Roach.
Warning: Contains Teenage depression, yaoi, and Blood.
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
"Jordan stop, no more cutting or punching shit! JUST STOP!" Luke Screamed at Jordan.
"WHY?! NOT LIKE ANYONE FUCKING GIVES A SHIT!" Jordan yelled in retaliation.
" I DO, YOUR ONE OF MY FRIENDS IVE BEEN DOWN THIS PATH, I'M STILL GOING DOWN THIS PATH JUST STOP!"
" Yeah...Just a Friend" Jordan said under his breath"
Luke looked down at his scars. "...Jordan. Dont do this anymore..". Luke then looked like he was lost in his past stroking his scars.
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is..
Jordan Knocked on Luke's Door, "Wanna Play Magic?"
Luke starred at Jordan, He could see a little blood and jordan looked like he had been crying.
"Sure." Luke said Letting Jordan in. They got to luke's room and sat down.
'Why Is he here, i wanna be left alone by him, im drunk to numb this pain. he needs to stop destroying himself...'
" Hey you seem Mad" Jordan said with his eye brow raised.
" Dont worry About it".
'Yeah, Im pissed cause you have the nerve to come here after you dont listen to me and cut your self again, everytime you come over it seems like you make me more down than i already am, I have nothing for you anymore i cant fix you so just go home, your driving me insane.'
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand
"You know what Jordan?" Luke said regretting what was soon to happen.
"What?" Jordan said
"Dont come back If your not gonna listen to my advice, I HATE fucking seeing you cut yourself, So Tonight will be the last night. Unless you stop. I have offered you my hand many times, cause i dont want to see YOU do this. I Used to think I actually LIKED you but There is no possibility of that now unless you change." Luke said almost busting into tears. His Chest felt like it was gettign crushed by a train. He cant believe he was opening up to anyone about what he really thought.
" Bye then" Jordan said rushing out of his house Trying not to bursting into tears.
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
"sorry Jordan I have to move on" he said as he watched jordan Run outside crying.
The Next morning he saw The news and Jordan was on it... Dead. Took his own life...
Author Note: Really Depressing sorry, But Just what could have happened...