I haven't written a slash fic in almost a month and I've been toying with this idea for some time and so I finally had to write it! I really hope you like this. I needed to write some shounen-ai so badly. And yes Harry left Draco for Tom Felton so sue me. (Not literally, I don't have enough money to get sued)

This is dedicated to pockyfreakincrazy4bois, you rock Matt!

The first chapter is Draco's pov with 'I wonder' by Diffuser and the second chapter is Harry's pov, enjoy!

Disclaimer: Yes, I own this because suddenly I'm a rich British woman. Oh wait; that's J.K. Rowling and I'm a teenager in Michigan. Dang it!

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Three months. It's been three months since Harry left me. I took the last sip of wine out of the glass and threw it at the wall where it shattered.

And I wonder if you ever think about me anymore
and I wonder if you ever think about me when you're bored
and I wonder if you ever think about me when you're hangin' in New York

Did Harry still think about me sometimes? No, he was probably too busy shacking up with that stupid Tom Felton guy in that bloody penthouse in New York. New York of all places! What was wrong with London? Or living with me for that matter.

And I wonder if you still think Bono writes his songs for you
and I wonder if the reasons why you left me were untrue
and I wonder if you give him better excuses than the ones I got from you

I laughed sadly as I reminisced about Harry's quirks like his insistence that certain songs were written just for him and his faults like always drinking straight from the milk bottle instead of putting it in a glass like a civilized person and he always seemed to drink milk shirtless and it always turned me on. Stupid sexy prat.

Because...
girl you mean
so much to me
I wish that we...
Could start it over, start it over
I don't need your sympathy or apologies
still I'm staring in my coffee cup at six A.M.
and I cannot give... up

I looked out the window at the rain that seemed to fit my mood. The dark apartment was brightened for a moment as lightning flashed through the sky. Empty wine bottles and food packages were strewn across the room and I never bothered to pick them up. Would this bloody depression ever go away?

And I wonder if you're happy or just glad to see me scarred
did he buy your heart with Visa or his platinum MasterCard?
I am bending over backwards to get close to you but still I feel so far

I wonder if Harry's happy with his new life. What would he think if he saw how low I've sunk? All I do now is go to work and then come home and drink. What happened to the great Draco Malfoy everyone despised and feared? How had Harry come to leave me and go off with that bloody Felton jerk? I never mistreated Harry; he knows a side of me that I never show anyone else. I bet it's because Felton's richer than me, but Harry's not shallow like that.

Because...
girl you mean
so much to me
I wish that we...
Could start it over, start it over
I don't need your sympathy or apologies
still I'm staring in my coffee cup at six am
and I cannot give... up

It must have been something I'd done, but I can't think of anything that would make him leave. Let's see: kiss in the morning, work, come home to dinner, cuddling or some activity like that, sometimes sex and then bed. That's a pretty content life I think. I sighed and picked up the wine bottle next to me. I poured the last drops remaining into my waiting mouth but it splashed onto my shirt. "Damnit!" I swore; Harry had given me this shirt. It was a pretty weird shirt and I never would have worn it if it hadn't come from Harry. It was black with the words 'I love my boyfriend' in white block letters. Wait a second! Love, had I ever told Harry that I loved him? 'I guess I'm the prat' I thought sadly as I went to clean up the messy room that had accumulated over the past week.

Girl you mean
so much to me
I wish that we could start it over
I don't need your sympathy or apologies
...anymore

Thunder boomed as I picked the last bottle up and threw it into the overflowing trash bin. Now what can I do? I have to keep my mind occupied and get better. This depression was not good for my bad reputation; I'm a Malfoy for cripe's sake!

The doorbell rang and shook me out of my reverie, who would call at this bloody hour? I stomped to the door and wrenched it open. My jaw dropped; "H-Harry?"

"Hi Draco," he panted. He was soaking wet and looked like he'd just run a 10k race. "What're you doing here?" I asked incrediously and then remembered myself and straightened up; put up the Malfoy shield. "I'm sorry," he panted; trying to catch his breath. "Why?" I sneered knowing that this probably wasn't the right moment for my cold attitude. "I realized my mistake," he said, "I couldn't live with Tom anymore because I'm still in love with you"

To say I was surprised would be an understatement. All I could do was pull him into a tender kiss; Harry froze and I pulled away. "Harry, I'm the one who should be sorry," I whispered still holding his face. "What are you trying to say Draco?" he whispered back.


Girl you mean
so much to me
I wish that we...
Could start it over, start it over
I don't need your sympathy or apologies
I just want you here with me

"I love you too" I replied, "I'm sorry I never said it before" "You said it Draco, just never out loud." "So are you staying?"

"Well, let's see, my bags are here, I'm soaking wet and in desperate need of a shower and you are standing there looking incredibly desirable. What do you think?"

"A shower huh?" I licked my lips. "Think you're gonna get lucky?"

I pouted; "Please Harry, I love you"

He smiled, "That's all I need Dray; that's all I need"

I just want you here with me

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Yay finished! Whatcha think? The song can be found on Youtube by typing in 'Diffuser- I wonder' it's a weird video but the guy singing is cute. Now read the next chapter!