Chapter 1: My name you ask?

Life is boring. And when I say life, I am talking about the life as a God. Because yes, I am indeed the God of Evil, the one everyone hates and the one everyone chases. To think I was destined to this miserable life the moment I was born… What a rotten luck I have.

It's been more than three thousand years that I wander alone, in the universe. First, I thought I was by myself, but then, I saw it: what you humans call Earth. That small planet was full of life. There were beasts that you now call dinosaurs. Ahhh….What a wonderful age it was. Even if I couldn't approach the surface, I could see that those animals were in a very specific period of their evolution, I didn't know that it would turn out this way…

Don't you dare judge me on what I am going to say, but I can now confess that I am the one who destroyed that specie. Don't blame me, everyone who was alone for such a great amount of time like me would have done the same thing! I just wanted to have friends after all… I just came through the atmosphere like I did in any other planet I ever visited before. But the thing is that the planets I visited before were already abandoned. Must I recall you that I do not have an actual physical form and that each time I appear, a disaster happens. What do you want me to say, I just didn't know all of that at the time.

It was unexpectedly a sunny and bright day; I was just looking at that small globe full of life and I just though about how cool it would be if I could talk to them and befriend them. So I just approached the atmosphere and touched it. It immediately became black and an enormous storm formed at the exact place where I last touched it. Then, it was an enormous sound. I just had to turn away to see the meteor coming my way. I don't know if you can imagine my surprise: was I the one who just did that? I remember that I tried to stop this rock from outer space, but when my essence touched it; its diameter only became bigger. I could only watch it crashing on that small planet, killing most of its species.

That is when I decided not to ever touch a single thing again, waiting for the most developed and understanding specie to develop. Well I can assure you I am still looking for it… I really thought I had a chance with humans, but they were just as dumb as the others, only seeing me as a bad God. A God of Chaos. Humans gave me many names, but my favourite is the name those priests gave me in that small island that is Japan. Amatsu Mikaboshi, the August Star of Heaven.