Chapter 1: The Disappearance of Hatsune Miku

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One more time...

"Ten minutes, guys!"

A young girl with short blonde hair peeked into the cramped backstage area where her favorite band was resting. The band consisted of a tall man with a long purple ponytail, another slightly shorter man with short, neat blue hair, and her equally blonde younger twin brother, who was smoking a cigarette with the blue-haired man.

"Len! What are you doing? You're supposed to sing tonight!" she screamed, snatching the cigarette from him, tossing it to the floor and snuffing it out with the sole of her shoe.

"What the hell, Rin?" Len glared at his sister, his gaze made more malicious by the copious amount of black eyeliner he had on. He stood up and placed hs hands on his hips, trying not to mess up the dress he wore for performances. Rin put her hands on her hips, mocking her femininely dressed brother.

"Don't smoke before a performance. In fact, don't smoke at all. I'll help you kick the habit."

"You haven't said anything to Kaito about this!" Len yelled, pointing at the blue-haired man who had been looking rather frightened through this whole argument. He put his cigarette out immediately.

Rin looked over at Kaito and blushed as she stared, gawking at his wonderful face and his gorgeous, deep blue eyes unlike her own. She gasped when she realized what she was doing and looked back at Len, glaring feebly. She looked at her watch.

"Two minutes. Get your instruments, guys..." Rin stormed off and went to her usual spot next to the curtain.

After she left, all three of the band mates breathed a sigh of relief.

"Your sister's scary, Len. I don't know how you put up with that..." the purple haired man said with a laugh.

"Well, you have to deal with Luka, Gakupo. In my opinion, she can be way more frightening."

Gakupo laughed wildly and picked up his guitar, adjusting his overly complex pants. "She's a real sweetheart deep down. Rin is vicious little girl," he sighed, "But she does have a point. You and Kaito both shouldn't be smoking. You'll kill those pretty voices of yours." He winked charmingly at Kaito.

"Ugh. Stop creeping me out, Gaku. I'm the straight guy, remember?" Kaito said with a cheeky grin. Len frowned, but composed himself as the three of them walked over to their designated spots on stage.

Rin had known all of them since she was little through Len. She went to every performance of the band to "give her brother moral support." After a certain point, they made her their manager, since she was so obsessively dedicated.

However, now she had another reason to want to watch the performances.

Kaito Shion.

Rin fell for him the first time she saw him, when he and Len were watching TV together and Rin had just come back from soccer practice. That was eight years ago.

Now, Rin was a sensible eighteen-year-old that had to take care of her wannabe rock star younger twin brother. No matter what, her brother came first. Rin hardly had anyone else she could really count on. She had managed to somehow become friends with Len's female friends, but she wasn't really close to any of them.

Especially not Miku.

It was late. Later than he'd like it to be.

Kaito stepped through the door to his apartment. The lights were off. He breathed a sigh of relief and flipped them on. In front of him stood a small female with long green hair that reached her ankles and a blue nightgown. Her arms were crossed and she was glaring up at Kaito.

"How did the performance go?" she asked with a hint of sarcasm in her voice.

"It went great. We got a standing ovation. And Gakupo crowd surfed again," Kaito said cheerfully as he set his guitar and costume bag down and walked over to the couch.

"I want you to quit the band, Kaito."

"I can't do that, Miku."

This happened every night after a performance. The exact same lines every time. They would argue, Kaito would get hurt and would sleep on the couch, and Miku would storm off to the bedroom in a huff. Every time, Kaito would cry himself to sleep. He couldn't give up his dreams of being a famous musician, of paving his way to stardom with his own guitar. Miku had never liked it, but had always loved Kaito. They would make up in the mornings, spend the day together, and then cuddle before falling asleep. They had fallen into a routine, but they were okay with that.

Tonight was different.

Miku was being harsher than she had ever been before.

"You'll never make it!"

"You need to get a job! I can't be paying the fucking rent by myself for the rest of my life!"

"I want kids someday, Kaito. We can't have them growing up in a shit shack somewhere!"

"Your outfits suck! And what the fuck is up with that blonde kid? Is he a tranny or something?"

"On top of all that, your music sucks! I don't even know why you guys are still doing this shit!"

Kaito couldn't take it anymore.

"MIKU! SHUT THE FUCK UP!" he screamed.

Miku fell silent in shock. She had never heard Kaito scream.

Kaito continued.

"I can't take it anymore! After every show, you just belittle me! Every single fucking time... You've never appreciated my music! To you, it doesn't matter if I work hard or enjoy myself. You don't care! You don't care about me at all! I never want to see your fucking backstabbing face again!"

She started to back away and slowly make her way to the door as tears welled up in her eyes. Miku opened the door and shut it quickly, running down the hallway to the exit as Kaito broke down into a mass of sobs.

That was the last time Miku Hatsune was seen.

A/N: Sakura here. Whew, that was a doozy. I wrote this on my phone while I was grounded a month ago, and I've finally perfected-ish it. The second chapter is being worked on right now, so expect an update within a couple of weeks. This time around, Mokey isn't a co-writer, but is my beta. Love you!

I wrote this fanfic because in all honesty, there aren't many real good lemony M-rated Vocaloid fanfics. It's kinda sad...

I'm hoping to make this a long fanfic, so if you manage to follow this all the way until the end, I will commend you.

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