Hey guys and girls! I would like to use this little whatever to answer two questions, and to tell you why I haven't been writing as often.

1) I haven't been writing because when I got back from camp, I had HUGE writers block. Yeah I know your thinking I'm just saying that to get you guys off my chest but I wasa gone for 2 weeks, I was moved to a new school, and I REALLY do try to make my stories good for you.

2) I got a comment saying " Your writing is worse than cow shit! How do you think you can write? I'd rather stab my own eyes out than read this! And why is there singing IN VERY GOD DANG CHAPTER?" The person used more... colorful launge than that but that's not the point. I know my writting isn't that good, but I try isn't that worth a little? And music is in my stories alot because I grew up in the shadow of an older sibling singing was the only thing I could do better. He could write better, was more social, was better at reading, played 3 musical things, got good grades, was amazing at art, etc. You name it he could do it better than me. Now don't think I'm just saying that, even some of my FAMILY said he could do almost everything better. So music is very special to me ( Jaycee, not in my family way.)

3) I've been any meaning of the word 'sad'. I found out that one of the boys i like hates me to no end ( PAINFULLY MADE IT NOTICED), an old friend of mine said" YOU ARE SO TERRIBLEY WEIRD, YOU FREAK" He was my old neighbor and WAS my best friend back then so.. it stung deep. My mom has been having a ... bad week ( My mom has P.O.T.S for those of you that care/ want to know) Also I have been having trouble sleeping because everytime I try some horrble dream/memory like thing comes. I have to make my self just about faint at night or listen to 3 hours of music.

4)Two good things is first, I'm trying out for the school play. Two, I have a chapter ready for ' Truth or dare gone wrong'

Now I need you guys to vote on something that I thought you may have fun with. You can vote to have any of the people in 'Truth or dare gone wrong' become a couple or anything like that. ( Maggie and Reed are already dating AND I AM NOT CHANGING THAT FOR ANYONE!)

Oh and their might be A) a new story! B) More people!

Now I leave you with some sayings:

Sometimes when I say "I'm okay" I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say " I know your not"

You eat, your fat, you don't eat, your a freak, you drink, your an alcoholic, you don't drink your a freak, you read, your a nerd, you don't read, your stupid,you tell a secret, your an attention seeker, you don't tell a secret, your still an attention seeker,you let some one into your life, your to easy to forcus around, you don't let some one in, your to uptight and unloved, you smoke, you think your better than life, you don't smoke, your a loser, you can't please everyone just please yourself about yourself

No matter HOW old you are, NO matter HOW cool you think you are, when a toodler hands you a ringing toy phone... ANSWER IT!