I don't think anyone knows, they will all be shocked if they find out. I don't want them to find out anyway so this will be my secret for now.
Until a year ago, everyone thought I was a good Christian girl with good grades who would probably be a virgin until she's thirty or something. But then I got pregnant from a guy named Puck, I was a mess that night and Puck had convinced me to come over to his house and watch movie. I came over and he gave me something to drink, alcohol. What happened that night isn't really important what came out of it was what made it so special, a little girl came out of it named Beth. I had to give her up for adoption because my parents didn't want to have anything to do with her and I didn't have money or a house or a stable relationship, I just couldn't take care of her. She deserved to be happy. Although my parents had gone completely mental when I told them I was pregnant, they didn't kick me out if I gave Beth up for adoption. So that's where I'm living, at my very religious very strict parents' house, which is why I can't tell them about my secret. Now I should probably start writing this down, it will be the first time I actually admit it to myself, but I Lucy Quinn Fabray am in love with the most beautiful person in the world, that person happens to be a girl but not just a girl, my best friend: Santana Lopez.
~Quinn
And with that I close my diary. It's unreal for me to finally admit this to myself and I feel relieved.
'Quinn! Hold up, god you walk so fast, are you in a hurry or something?' she's walking far behind me but I immediately recognise that voice. 'Sorry Tana, I was a bit lost in my thoughts I guess.' She starts rambling about school right away. 'Quinn I know I never really took you seriously with all the studying and stuff but can you please help me with my schoolwork this year? We're seniors now and I really want to graduate and actually do something with my life you know?' I have to admit I'm a bit surprised by her words, the Latina always said she didn't need school and that she would become a singer. 'Of course I'll help you but I thought you had other plans?' 'Yes but some security is always welcome.' I understand her I want to become a successful writer one day but I'm studying hard so when the writing plan doesn't work out I'll always have something else I could do with my life. 'I'm happy to hear you're finally going to do something, I know you're very smart even though you don't believe it yourself.' I smile at her. Trust me, I'm really glad that's she finally going to act more mature this year instead of partying all year long, but the main reason I'm so happy is because I'm going to spend a lot more time with Tana this year than we already did. 'Thanks Q! I have to get to my class now, see you later!' she gave me a smile and I couldn't help smiling back at her she's so beautiful!