Title: This Horrible/Lovely Nightmare
Rated: T
Author's Comments: Already submitted this to my dA, thought I'd give myself a late birthday present lulz to everyone by submitting this to here!
Wait...
I'm confused.
...Enjoy!
Lost... Alone... Darkness... Consuming... The memories of another person, yet the same being and bonds... Where am I going? Where will it end? This horrible/lovely nightmare.
"WAIT UP!" I looked down from my seat at the clock tower to see a couple chasing each other playfully.
Laughing and giggling... carefree and full of bliss... something I will never obtain. I've gone too far into the darkness, with no light helping me.
"Axel!" A voice acknowledged me as it sat down next to me. Roxas turned to offer me one of the seasalt ice-creams.
"Thanks!" I said gratefully, and took the ice-cream.
"So how was your sleep today?" Roxas asked jokingly.
I laughed, a blissful achievement I had earned from being around him, and answered, "I want another vacation to catch up on my sleep! I've only gotten ten hours in lately."
It was kind of Roxas to not ask about my mission. I guess, after all this time we've spent together, we've learnt not to ask about them, unless we bring them up.
I wonder... if we'll ever complete Kingdom Hearts. It's taking pretty long... I shouldn't be thinking this. To think this is to live in negativity and to never finish it.
...
There really isn't anything to talk about sometimes, we run out fast because of the usual routine.
Wake, work, come here, RTC, sleep is practically our life in a nutshell, me and Roxas. '
FUN. Not. Coming to the tower is a break.
A break from Saix, a break from reality (almost), a break from our missions, a break from the duty that comes with wearing this coat of black, a break from... most things.
I'm thankful for these times, where I get to just be myself. They are iirreplaceable/i.
A sigh from the blonde next to me jolted me from my thoughts.
"Hard work today?" I ask, an effort to make small talk.
Roxas turned to look at me. "Yeah, it's getting easier. I'm just worried that Saix is putting more of my work on Xion." He turned away and said, "I wonder where she is to? She's never this late."
To be honest, I don't care about her all that much. Roxas is... more important, and I'm closer to him too. We're definitely best friends.
I dodged the fireball swiftly, and smashed my keyblade into a fiery Heartless.
"You're getting good at this whole mission," Axel said, as he stepped out from behind one of the trees, "Almost like you've been doing it your whole life."
"Thanks," I said modestly, withdrawing the Keyblade, "So what's your mission here?"
"Inquisitive... Roxas, should've guessed. Well, I am here to complete a mission involving either:
a) you, me and a M rated fan fiction,
b) you, me, wedding, and a chapel,
c) you, me, pocky kiss game, now.
or
d) you, me, and spin the bottle." Axel listed, in complete seriousness.
I stared at him.
An awkward silence began.
I turned bright red from toe to head.
I thought furiously, "What is he talking about? This is- What is this? I don't know!" I looked at Axel closer, only to realize... he was drunk.
Swaggering from side to side, the stench of vodka mixed with cola reaching my nose, Axel looked like he was going to faint. I stepped closer to him, in order to pull him to his quarters in the Castle, but...
He pushed me against the tree and managed to whisper roughly, "Which one?"
His arms were next to my head, I couldn't think clearly, his proximity was too close while the intoxicating scent of alcohol rolled off his black coat.
"Uhhhmm, A-a-axel, you're a bit too close." I managed to mumble, avoiding his eyes, which seemed to be tracing over my presence.
"Huuuuuuuh? Whish one Roxyyy?" he fumbled with his words.
I looked up then, to see half-lidded bright green eyes, framed with red eyeliner. His skin was paler than usual, probably from the drinking, and made his two individual tattoos stand out more. Not for the first time since he'd met Axel, Roxas wondered what had made him get them, especially since they were in the form of teardrops. He wanted to get closer to Axel. To know more.
x
I stared down at Roxy, who was looking at me. He hadn't answered me yet! Finally, he opened his cute mouth to ask, "A-are you drunk?"
"Nopse shilly!" I defended myself.
He was taking a loooong time. I wanted to know now! This was making me angry. I decided to take my chance. "Okay." I announced.
"What?" Roxy quickly asked.
Things were getting dizzy... I shouldn't have had those two extra drinks... Or was it three...
"Okayy... I'll choose..." I drawled, feeling sleepy. The world was spinning, becoming out of perspective...
I leant down.
x
He leant down. "A-a-a-a-axel!" I stuttered, my face becoming red. I started to push, to get out of there as soon as possible.
I looked around wildly (as much as you could being enclosed behind a tree) and felt... this pressure near my lips. Jolts of electricity shot through me.
"E-eh?" I whispered.
But the only person who could hear me... had fallen asleep on my shoulder.
Not looking forward to my journey to Axel's quarters, and especially tired after all that commotion, I pulled Axel's arm around my shoulder, and proceeded to drag him along.
I awoke with a start. The tangled mess that was my bedsheets were uncomftable.
These dreams of mine... were getting more frequent...
Of someone so different to me, yet looking so same. I felt what he did, saw everything he did...
Sometimes I'd even be him.
It must be just my mind playing around... right?
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