Title: More Than She Bargained For
Characters/Parings: Elliot/Olivia; Fin/Melinda; Munch/Alex; Chester/Casey; Don/Elizabeth
Rating: Strong PG-13/Strong R
Disclaimer: Don't own them. Can't sue me. You know the deal. I hate Dick Wolf
Setting/Classification: Current/AU
Spoilers/Notes: Season 9/Post Inconceivable. Elliot's divorced and Eli's not his.
Summary: All Olivia ever wanted was a child. But, after the latest case with stolen embryos, she's beginning to realize that she's destined not to have a child in her life. But, she gets more than she bargained for when a certain blue-eyed hunk gives her exactly what she's been longing for.
Author's note: I know I said I wasn't gonna be working on any new stories, but I can't help it. This is another post episode story that it's been begging me to write, so what the hell? I did it. And, yes, this is another EO story. I'm gonna be writing a lot of those since the new season starts next week (YAY)!
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Lots of love, hugs and kisses from your resident writer and friend, Nina!
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Olivia Benson's apartment
Manhattan, New York
January 21, 2008
Detective Olivia Benson sighed deeply as she walked inside her apartment, after another long day at work. Coming home alone was getting on her last nerve. She was sick and tired of being alone, bitter and not getting any. Running her fingers through her short brown hair, she closed the door behind her before she collapsed on the couch, cut on the television with the remote and groaned when the news came on.
The latest case she worked on took a toll on her; not just professionally, but personally. Hearing that someone stole embryos shocked and angered her. It got to the point that she ended up taking her frustration out on her longtime partner, best friend and the man she loved in secret Elliot Stabler. When he told her he'll support her in anything she does, she snapped at him and told him to shut up. And when Munch was being Munch, she actually called Elliot an idiot.
God, all she ever wanted was a child. She even looked into adoption a couple of months ago, only to be shot down because she didn't have any family support system, she worked long hours and she lived alone. That crushed her to the core. She realized her biological clock was ticking and she was running out of time. Since adoption was out of the question, she'll just have to go to a sperm bank and find a donor.
What is wrong with me? I'm a good person. Elliot said I would make a terrific mother. Why can't I have a child? Did I do something so wrong that caused all of this to weigh upon me? I deserve to be a mother.
Knowing that she wasn't gonna get the answers she wanted tonight, she pushed the thoughts into the back of her mind and got up from the sofa to get a beer from the refrigerator. Just when she was about to open the fridge door, she heard the door being knocked. Another sigh escaped from her lips as she went towards the front door.
"Who is it?" she asked tiredly.
"It's Elliot," he called from the other side of the door. A small smile appeared on her face when she opened the door and saw him standing in the hallway, holding a bag in his hand.
"How did you get in without buzzing?" she scolded playfully.
"One of your neighbors knew who I was and let me in. My good looks are making waves here," he said, blushing something terrible.
"Come in," she said as she stepped inside and let him walk in. She closed the door and locked it behind them.
"What brings you here, El?" Olivia asked in a more serious tone.
He turned to face her. "To apologize properly. Liv, I'm sorry for everything that happened. And I meant what I said. You'll make a terrific mother and I got your back, no matter what. You're an amazing person. I'm just pissed that they turned you down for adoption."
She smiled. "Thanks, El. But, I'm over it, really. Maybe I'll never be a mother. Maybe it's a sign."
"Are you serious, Liv? You're gonna be a mother; a terrific mother at that. You're so good with the victims. You touched a lot of people's lives and I can't think of a better person to be a mother. Liv, you touched my life. For almost ten years, you'd seen me at my best and my worst and I love you for it. Everything has a way of working things out. You'll get your miracle baby; I can feel it in my heart," he assured her with a smile on his face.
Olivia couldn't believe he said those things to her. No one has ever said it so sincerely before. Before she knew what was next, fresh tears started falling from her eyes. She hadn't cried so hard she saw Agent Lauren Cooper commit suicide in her own home. Elliot noticed her breaking down right away and that made his heart break. Without warning, he reached over and wrapped his strong arms around her. She laid her head against his chest and sobbed on his shoulder. He rubbed her back slowly and soothed her.
"It's okay, Liv. I'm sorry for making you cry," he whispered softly in her ear.
"No, that was beautiful. Thank you, El," she sniffed.
He placed his finger under her chin and lifted her face up so she can look at him. His smile was wide and perfect. It was warm and sincere. God, she's falling in love with him.
"You have nothing to cry about, sweetheart. You're an amazing person who touched so many people's lives. You touched my life. I love you, Liv," he said softly.
"I-I love you, too, El," she stammered. Her breath caught in her throat when he leaned over and pressed his lips against hers softly. She closed her eyes and felt the sensation from head to toe. He tightened his arms around her, never wanting to let her go. He came so far to let her know how he felt and he wasn't about to screw it up.
The kiss got heated as time went by. Neither one of them wanted to let go of the other. Olivia's arms snaked around his waist. She moaned in his mouth when she felt his erection press against her stomach. Even though they were fully clothed, it was getting harder and harder to control themselves.
When air finally became a problem, they pulled apart, but they still didn't let each other go. She opened her eyes and felt his blue eyes bore into hers. She never felt so complete.
"Are you okay?" Elliot whispered against her cheek. She immediately felt her inner walls clench passionately.
She smiled. "Never been better."
"I brought some food. I figured you was hungry," he grinned.
"Chinese?" her eyes lit up hopefully.
"You know it, woman," he laughed as he picked up the bag and together, they went into the kitchen and got down to eating. During dinner, they laughed and joked around while drinking beer and eating. They kept staring at each other while they were eating and smiled, just so happy to be near one another. Before they knew what happened next, their lips touched tenderly and slowly. It wasn't rushed, it was just perfect. It was like nothing could top this moment.
Before long, they were all over each other. They left everything on the dining room table as they made their way into the bedroom. They couldn't keep their hands off of each other as they started ripping each other's clothes off. As soon as they both became naked as the day they were born, they crashed on the bed together.
Elliot took the time to look at Olivia from head to toe. He couldn't believe he was laying with this beautiful creature; the woman he'd always loved but never had the chance to tell her because for one, he was married and two, their jobs could be at risk. But, for once, he didn't care about anything but the woman he's been wanting for a long time.
"Are you sure about this, Liv?" he asked nervously.
She leaned over and kissed him passionately, allowing her tongue to mingle with his. When she pulled away from him, she wore the biggest grin on her face.
"I'm sure, El. I've never been so sure in my life," she whispered.
He cupped her cheek with his hand and drew her close to him. Their lips once again met in a heap of passion and need. She moaned and wrapped her arms around his neck. She felt his erection pressing against her thigh and moaned in his mouth. She didn't know why she had to wait so long for him. It didn't matter because he was here and he was showing her how much he loves her.
He kissed her from head to toe, making her tingle with delight. She shivered with delight when his hands engulfed her breasts. She moaned when he started kneading them gently, making sure to pay attention to her sensitive nipples. She thought she was gonna die and go to heaven because he was just so gentle and caring with her. Sure, she had sex and some was satisfying, but nothing could compare to this. After years of loving him in secret, her dream of making love with Elliot Stabler has finally come true.
"You're so beautiful, Olivia Marie Benson," he cooed against her flushed cheek. More tears started falling from her eyes.
"You don't look bad yourself, Elliot Joshua Stabler," she giggled.
"Are you giggling?" he teased. His hand reached down between them and cupped her mound, making her moan.
"So what if I am?" she challenged with a grin.
"I'll make you giggle some more," he promised as his finger found her clit. She stopped giggling and started moaning some more. God, his fingers are pure magic. She hoped he would never stop touching her.
"You're wet, baby," he said huskily. Thanks for the report, El. Just give me what I want.
"I'm always wet when I think about you and when I see you," she whispered in his ear.
"Gorgeous," he replied as he kept fingering her mound. She bit down on his shoulder to keep herself from screaming because what he was doing felt so damn good. Hell, her last sexual experience couldn't hold a candle to what was going on.
Elliot leaned over and slanted his mouth on hers ruthlessly; his tongue massaging hers. She dug her fingers in his strong back and let out a strangled moan when she finally reached her peak. As she was coming down from her high, he shifted on the bed so he could lay on his back, then he grabbed her and placed her right on top of him.
"Elliot?" she asked, looking confused.
"Time to return the pleasure," he grinned. She got the hint by leaning down and planting her lips against his. Rocking her hips against his, she heard him moan in her mouth. With a playful smile, she shifted around on his body until she found a more comfortable position. All you could hear was moans and groans in the air when they became one.
It was amazing. Incredible. Indescribable. Mind blowing. No words could describe how she felt. As they moved together in perfect harmony, white hot bliss burned her brain. She thrashed her head from side to side and screamed out his name. She scratched him, she bit him, she grabbed him. She did everything she could to keep him close to her. Spasms after spasms cut through her body like scissors cutting through paper. She never wanted to end.
Before long, Elliot encouraged her to switch positions, which they did without breaking their union. Hitching her leg over his hip, he drove into her harder and faster. Olivia was sweating and panting, but she was so high from the pleasure he was giving her. The bed was creaking underneath them and the headboard was banging against the wall but they could care less. All they cared about was bringing each other to their peaks.
"Oh, Elliot. I'm coming," she breathed in his ear. He wasn't too far behind and pounded into her much harder. When the time came, they both reached their peaks at the same time; screaming each other's names out in the process. They held each other tightly as they were coming down from their high. They refused to let go of one another. He kissed her forehead gently as she laid her head against his chest.
"That...was...amazing," she breathed heavily.
He smiled at her. "Tell me about me. This is something I've always dreamed about."
"El, what's gonna happen with us? You know partners can't date each other. If IAB finds out, we'll get split up. I can't bear not having you as a partner.
He looked at her intently. "Listen, babe, I know you're worried. But, if you want, we can keep it under wraps until we're ready to tell them we're together. And, you know something? What's the worst that could happen? I could always ask for a transfer."
"I can't bear to lose you, El. Let's just keep it between us for now," she suggested with a grin.
"And that's what we'll do," he said as he leaned over and kissed her softly, but passionately.
"Will you stay with me tonight? I can't bear to be alone," she said. She hated to sound desperate, but after what they did, she didn't want him to leave.
"I'll stay until you don't want me here anymore. But, I don't think you're gonna let me go so easily," he grinned.
"Never again," she said as she snuggled close to him. Elliot kissed her forehead one more time before he watched her fall asleep. No, he's never gonna leave her. Now that they expressed their love for each other, he's gonna do whatever it takes to make sure he's not gonna screw things up.
"I love you, Olivia," he whispered in the dark before his eyes got heavy and he fell asleep.
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