Many people might be asking themselves why a girl is standing out on a hill by herself crying. Or they would be if anyone was out here but ofcource no one is here. Its poaring. And I have good reasone to be here. You see my heart was ripped out ,eaten ,puked back up ,stomped on ,and burned.
flashback _
I'm running up the stairwel. My heart threatening to berst out my chest from the excitment.
I'm finally going to do it. I'm going to tell Soul how I feel.
I had been noticing certin things about him like the way his hair would shine when the sun hit it just right or the his eyes would gleam when he talked about certin topics. And when I'm felling bad and suicidal he knew when to leave me alone (which fed a bad habit) and when to comfort me. And when he did he would know exactly how to make me laugh. and his smile would make me forget everything.
Finally I made it up to the door to the roof where I asked him to meet me. We have gone up here a thousand times just to look out at the city, so it seemed like the perfect place to tell him.
I try to calm my heart but it won't stop thumping. I guess I'll have to go like this.
I open the door to find him pressed up agenst the railing with his lips pressed to another girls'. She broke away and a death glare,
"What do you want?"
"I just wanted to remind Soul that its his turn to cook but you two are buisy so I'll go."
As I turn and close the door I can hear him shout,
"Maka! Wait!"
But I'm not gonna listen. Not after what I saw. He knew I was coming and yet he did that. I just start blindly running. I can barly see through the tears. Some how I make it to the front door and step outside. My whole bodys' numb. I rip out my hair ties for no reason, stress I guess. I never stop running until I reach a park and I finally notice that it's raining. When did it start? It was a beautiful day eralyer. Does it really matter. I stand here crying my eyes out with my head to the sky. I wipe the wet hair out of my face. I lower my head as I untighten my tie an botton the top of my shirt. I reach behind me to the clasp to my necklace. I pull off the chain but thats not what I'm looking for. I pull up my sleave to the bandages underneath. I start to unwrap it and bring whats the chains atched to ,to my wrist. My favorate liltle razor blade.
end flashback _
So here I stand, frocing my wrists to bleed to stop the pain of my beating heart.
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A/N so tell me what you think and there is one more chapter in Souls pov so don't fret. the song is red sam by flyleaf and its one of my favorites. And I want to make a thred chapter but with Maka dieing. Should I? Tell me what you think. I'll be waiting. 0w