I sat curled up on the window seat by the huge picture window in the spare room. The snow was lightly coming down. It was around 8:00 the sun had just set. It was beautiful outside. I enjoyed this spot because this window over looked the front yard which was right now full of my family.

Jasper and Emmett playfully whirled snowballs at each other, while Edward grumbled for them to keep away from Bella.

Esme and Carlisle were building a rather realistic snow Bella, while Bella sat in the snow posing for them her cheeks burning red the whole time.

Rosalie sat in a lawn chair that she retrieved from the garage so she wouldn't have to sit in the snow. She flicked through her fashion magazines not bothering to do anything snow related.

The scene brought a smile to my face. These are all the people I love right here.

But what about the people I loved, when I was human? I would never remember them and that hurt. I would never get to help my mother in the kitchen. I would never get to fall down and scrape my knee. I would never get to watch a snow flake melt on the tip of my finger.

My eyes returned to the scene on the lawn. Carlisle and Esme were finished so Bella was free to move again. She had convinced Edward to make a snow angel with her. The two lay in the snow flapping their arms and legs around. Bella had the biggest smile on her face. I could tell Edward was pretending to think it was childish but he enjoyed it too.

Across the lawn, Jasper and Emmett's fight had turned into a full out war. They had made shelters in the snow with high walls and trenches. The works. Jasper hurled on right into one of Emmett's walls which didn't budge. Emmett threw one blind over his wall which cleared Jasper's fort and nailed Rosalie right in the back of her head.

I could have sworn her snarl shook the whole house. But even better than that was the look on Bella's face after. She was completely petrified.

I hopped off of my seat and raced out to the front lawn to join them. I was greeted with smiles and plea's to protect Emmett from Rosalie.

I loved all these people so much. If I had the chance to be human again I don't think I could go back. Because I would lose the only family I had ever known.

I wouldn't trade them for the world.