PRESSURE
An: English is not my first language so there will be typos and grammar mistakes although I do my best to minimize them, but if you see any big once please let me know, so I can correct them.
I could use some help to write a better summary then the one I have so if you have any suggestions feel free to tell me.
What you need to know: AU, starts when Rory begins Chilton. Everything until then that is the background is the same as on the show except that Dean and Rory are already dating and Tristan is a year older than Rory.
Disclaimer: No way, no how, no hell do I own anything remotely close to Gilmore Girls.
Rating: M/R
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Prologue
Rory's P.O.V
Rory Gilmore, the perfect daughter, student, girlfriend and town princess, who can't do anything wrong that's me or at least that's what everyone thinks of me, but it's about to change. In truth that person hasn't existed in a long time, not for the lack of trying though because I've tried so hard for so long to live up to the picture everyone has of me but as of tonight I officially admit defeat. You see in the next couple of days people are likely to find out what a complete mess I and my life are and realize I'm not as picture perfect as they used to think. And with they I mean everyone in this town including my boyfriend and mom. But now I don't make a lot of sense, so I better start from the beginning. My name is Rory Gilmore and I'm about to turn 17 and when I was 15 my life took a turn, some would say for the worse especially after tomorrow, but I would say for the better. You see when I was 15 I started this prep school called Chilton and a whole new world opened to me, one that included parties, alcohol, drugs and fucked up people and despite hearing my mom's warnings all my life about it, I was sucked into it…No sucked is the wrong word, more like appealed by it because I didn't need to be perfect there as I did at home, at least not for him. Sure when I first began attending parties a few eyebrows rose but they got used to me being there as soon as they realized I wasn't about to pass judgement on them. The person that can take most of the credit for this is someone I never expected especially not after our first encounter. A person I've come to share all my secrets with, rely on and am myself around. People don't know what to make of us, friends or more, and that's just the way we like it to, a bit mysterious. I still remember the first time I met him, the guy who would change my life forever.
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Other person P.O.V
I can't believe what I'm about to do and for once I honestly can say I don't care what will happen to me just her. If you knew me you would see how strange those words coming out of my mouth really are since I used to be the most egocentrical jerk you can imagine, but she changed all that. Don't get me wrong, I'm far from a saint and what I'm about to do will probably make me a felon but as I said I don't care. They can blame me all they want, which I'm sure they will, but I know if I don't get her out of there she, Rory, is going to drown. I've seen it myself, I've been holding her when she has been crying, bandaged her up when she was hurt, being her escape and basically just being the only one she could drop all pretences around, something we both have in common. It's funny how two so different persons on the surface in reality are so much alike. I mean we both have these images to withhold but they are polar opposite to each other, she is the angel and I'm the devil. Real life isn't that clear cut and I guess the upcomming days will teach the adults in our lives just that. O who I'm a kidding my parents will only know I'm gone when they need to take me out for another round of charity galas. I guess the reason why I acted the way I did with especially girls that is sleeping with them one minute only to treat them like just yesterdays trash the next was the fact that my parents ignored me basically all my life. I know that is no excuse but doing what I did gave me a sense of control and prevented me from feeling anything hence being hurt, which what exactly what I was aiming for. Rory changed that, she changed me, she taught me how to care again and be vulnerable although that's the last thing either of us wanted. The plan was to keep it casually but I should have known it wouldn't work from day one, but I wasn't really thinking at the time. I still remember the first day I met her and I just figured like everyone else that what you saw was what you got but pretty soon I realized she was more complicated than that, but I still didn't know what an impact she would have on the direction of my life.
TBC
I know it's kinda strange and short first chapter, but future chapters will be longer and things will clear up as the story goes on. And can anyone guess who the mysterious P.O.V is, it shouldn't be that hard.
