First Story/fanfic written Ever!
I do not own okane ga nai! Though i own a lot of pain that i have to inflict in ayase! *laugh*
Ayase: I am scared,don't kill me.
Me: you say that now! Wait and watch.
Chapter 1: How I Feel.
Ayase lay lifelessly in bed. Too tired to move. His arse was sore and all he could feel was pain,excess of pain. Kanou tried to be gentle last night, but like always, never worked. He went inside ayase too many times just to satisfy his own lust. Certainly in kanou's mind he took care of everything, but like always ayase's world tore apart again and again. He cried, prayed for mercy, tried to convince kanou to stop, but when kanou showed ayase's own betraying body he felt helpless and lost the war again. This is what his life is now, pain from sex and the following emotional turmoil. Silent tears fell from his eyes. How did this happen? Everything passed so fast, yet the pain never subsided. Why did his parents die? Why did his grandma die? Why did tetsuo betray him? And what did he deserve to have a life of a slave!? He was given the best possible treatment he could ever deserve from kanou. But the sex was too much. He was too weak and fragile to take such an enormous cock up his arse daily for so many times. Ayase cursed himself for being so pretty, for making those horny noises while having sex, for looking aw-so-rapeable by making that kind of face. And even after everything he was suffering from, kanou never seemed to understand his state of mind. That he at times wanted to be petted and be cared for. He wanted a gentle touch and not groping and fondling all the times.
Ayase was feeling cold now. Surely kanou was sleeping tight but he did not even bother to put any cloth or comforter on ayase considering every time after sex ayase is drained out and is as good as a dead meat. He collected all the possible energy he could gather and turned to kanou's side for seeking some kind of comfort. He must have made enough movements to get noticed,that is why kanou put his hand around his waist and dragged ayase close to his chest which for ayase was a hell. His all bruises on waist and hands ached like hell. His arse felt an unwanted stinging sensation which he just wanted to get rid of. He wanted to scream and tell kanou to stop caring for him,because that is actually misfiring. Ayase plainly wondered when will he be able to get free and as it occurred to him the amount of debt,he passed out into a deep dreamless sleep.