Set after Beckett gives birth,Castle is not there so,Beckett has some time alone with her son Jason,sorry its short chapters will be longer.

"Hi baby",Beckett said as her newborn baby boy looked up at her,she used her finger to study his face.

"My perfect little prince",She whispered,her fingers tracing his face was making him sleepy,"are you a sleepy boy"

When Jason went to sleep,he was warm and snuggled against his mothers chest,with his hand rested on her,Beckett couldn't take her eyes off Jason,she slipped her finger in his little hand and placed a big kiss on the top of his hand,When he woke up he started to cry.

Nothing could wipe the smile off Beckett's face,while she watched her son feeding on her.

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Beckett was waiting out the front for Lanie to pick her up,she wasn't waiting for long when Lanie showed up.

"Hey girl"

She said as she hugged Beckett,she could see that something was wrong.

"Girl are you okay?,is it Castle?"

"No it's not Castle"

"What is it honey"

"It hurts so bad,after"

"Oh honey"

When they got home,Lanie walked her up to the loft,she could see Beckett was scared about being alone with her son,it's not that she didn't love him,she couldn't do this by herself,she knew he would be home in 2 days but she still couldn't do this by herself.

"You need me to stay?"

"No,we will be alright"

"Alright call if you need me"

"Thanks Lanie"

Lanie closed the door behind her,never had she been so scared in her life.