When I was a younger colt than i am now I used to hurt other ponies, I hated doing I t but I wasn't in control of my emotions or my wings, so I couldn't fly away I did what I did for many years. I couldn't control myself, so I'm writing out my feelings towards equestria, sorry if I misspell things that are so easy for you other ponies, im dyslexic I had to use other for help letters switch themselves in my head when I write but not when i read it makes my life a living tarterus, I fail at my essays just because I can't spell very good. I mean my cutie mark even says I belong to neither the day nor the night, so I had to have a name change because of some rich pony midnight flame is now my name I used to be called draven, I feel I might never get in any where I want to have fun with what I do, but that will never happen it seems.