REJECTED.
Chapter 1. the truth behind it all.
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As midnight rolled by, Momiji walked out side. He needed to get some fresh air, or at least out of the house. He never liked it there, but he couldn't tell anyone that he was unhappy. No one knew the real Momiji, and that's how it needed to stay. Every day, and every night, he managed to keep up his act. The truth was, life was meaningless to him. He had no real reason to life this life. It was hell for him, but being Momiji, who would notice that? No one knew that Momiji suffered like this. He looked so happy, all ways smiling, and that's what Momiji wanted people to see it. Who would guess it was just an act? A simple fake smile...
For someone who's mother rejected him, never even gave him a chance because he was different. Who's father told him that he couldn't exist in his own mothers life. And even a little sister who has no idea who he really is, or that he even exists. Who could really be fine with their own family rejecting them?with all that, who could really blame him...
It was very cold out side, but Momiji didn't care if he got a cold or not. He walked down to his little private spot in the woods, right behind the family estate. Funny to say that it was a tree. The memories there were very special to him. No one knew about it, and if anyone did find about it, Momiji didn't know what he would do...
that tree held his, well his life. And if someone knew about it, Momiji couldn't go through the pain again, it would be too much for him.
Inside the tree, Momiji hid a notebook. The notebook contained the pages of his life. He wrote everything that he couldn't tell anyone else. The secrets of his life. The truth behind his world. The world that he wanted to share with others. There was no one that he could fully trust to tell. He never told anyone he even has the notebook, and if he did...he couldn't even think about going through the pain again, the tears that scared his life. The pain that he never wanted to feel again...
flashback to 5th grade
Momiji grabbed his notebook and skipped off to recess. Everyday he would read a little from his notebook to reflect his life a little. It was rare to write in it, only if he had something that was really really bothering him and he couldn't tell anyone about it. It held everything that was special to him. And he was proud if it.
POW
Momiji was shoved to the ground as one of the school bullies riped the notebook from Momiji's hands. The other 5thgrader, curious of what was in the notebook, signaled to another student to restrain Momiji from moving.
"NO! That's not your's! Give it back please!you can't do that!"
"Ha ha! Are you sure?"
"B...but that's not fare! IT'S NOT YOURS! NOW GIVE IT BACK TO ME!"
It was hopeless, he couldn't move, only watch as the boy flipped through his notebook. Then, his nightmares turned into reality, the bully was reading out loud for everyone to hear.
Within 2.5 there was quite a crowd gathered around Momiji, who was covered in his tears. The bully opened to the only page that Momiji had never read over before. The pain was just too much for him as the bully read about how Momiji was rejected by his own mother, and how she got her memory erased.
"The only thing i regret, was that that 'thing' came our of MY body"
Tears exploded out of Momiji's eyes as he clutched his hand's to his mouth to refrain from screaming. He couldn't do this again, the pain that will haunt him for eternity!
Momiji broke free from the boys restraining him and without even trying to get the notebook back, he rushed off to the bathroom. The moment he got there, he transformed into a sobbing helpless blond bunny. Momiji could hear the voice of his mother in his head.
"The only thing i regret, was having you! I wish you were never born! Your not my son!".
Momiji wished that he was never born. He found a piece of glass from the mirror on the floor. And thought
I could end it all right now! It could be over, i...i could end this pain. the suffering could be all over...
He then realized that he couldn't pick it up because he had no hand's at the moment.
He couldn't do anything at the moment,
The bunny cried him self to sleep.
When he woke up, he transformed into a human, and after getting his cloths on, he went out side only to find the ashes of his notebook scattering the field...
He never was the same again, he was alone through all of this pain...
end of flashback.
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