He really did try to stay away, he told himself. It was just that it was Jim. He never could help himself where Jim was concerned. Fuck, he thought. We ended this. I ended this. I have no reason to ask him for anything and he has no reason to oblige me. He made another circuit of his office as he processed what he was feeling. The door to his office slid open before he could complete the circuit.
"Wall. Now."
Leonard obeyed before he even thought about it. Pressing his hands against the wall he shuddered slightly. I should stop this, he thought. God he had missed this. As Jim's hands undid his pants Leonard groaned with need.
"Who do you belong to?"
"You, only you."
"Don't fucking forget that."
Ow, fuck! He grunted as Jim slid into him with no preparation. God damn that hurt. God he missed this. Missed the pain. Some part of him craved this. He would never admit it but he needed this. He grunted again as Jim slammed into him again. Cursing the pain he tried his best to remember why this was wrong. Despite his best efforts he was swept away in the rapture of it all.
For a while that was all there was. Jim. Him. The wall. The pain. The pleasure.
When Jim sped up Leonard reached down to grab himself..
"No!"
Grabbing his hand Jim jerked a few times before comming. Leonard writhed in sweet, blissful agony. "Please," he begged.
"Please what," Jim asked all but breathless.
"Please," Leonard whined. "I need..."
"Come for me," Jim ordered.
Instantly he came. "God," Leonard moaned. He should be concerned about his come hitting the walls of his office. He should be concerned with Jim fucking him where anyone could walk in. He should be concerned about what this meant for the rest of their deployment. He just couldn't find it in himself to care at times like this. Jim pulled out and Leonard fought not to slide to the floor. There was a moment of silence.
"Clean yourself up, doctor," Jim said before turning and walking out of the office.
Leonard turned and pressing his back against the wall he slid down it until he sat on the floor. God he couldn't do this any more.