Disclaimer: I do not own Instant Star, or the song La La Lie by Jack's Mannequin used in this Fan Fiction

It's been a year, and I've grown up since he left. Darius left the company to Liam and Shay, just for a while. I got a movie offer and that's I'm waiting in Gate 14 for my flight to California. I've been sitting here for about 2 hours, conveniently armed with my coffee, my notebook, and my mp3 player. I don't think I've looked up since I sat down, but when I did the once empty gate with the exception of a few people, was completely crowded, and they were now boarding the plane.

I got to my seat, turned on my mp3, once again. Only to find the flight attendant asking me to put it away. In the middle of takeoff, a song came on the PA System. It was a single I had put out two weeks before I learned about the movie. I think you can guess who it's about.

Guess what I'm done
Writing you songs
You'll give up your job at the bank
Proving money's not fun when you're gone
So this is the first verse
It's not very long
But I'm ready to move on

Guess what I'm done
Writing your book
The ending got twisted around
But for all the hell that it took
The electrical wires
They'll hum in the walls
In the room that I rent now without you

I've got friends who
La La Lie
Will help me pull through
La La Lie
La La La Lie
The spaceman that can't get high
I'm coming back to my boy by July
Yeah yeah yeah

That's right

So guess what I'm done
Drawing your pictures
I'm dulling the day with a drink
In a parking garage by the theatre
We met for a movie
Every scene was a sign
We made out through their meaning

Well I've got friends who
La La Lie
Will help me pull through
La La Lie
La La La Lie
The spaceman that can't get high
I'm coming back to my boy by July
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Guess what I'm done
Writing you songs
I'm far too unstable to settle
I doubt that the doctors are wrong
So I'll wait by a palm tree, a palm tree, a palm tree

Well I've got friends
La La Lie
To help me pull through
La La Lie
La La La Lie
The spaceman that can't get high
I'm coming back to my boy by July

Well I've got friends who
La La Lie
Will help me pull through
La La Lie
This song for a long goodbye
I'm coming back
I'm coming back to my boy
Back to my girl

This song for a long goodbye
I'm coming back to my boy by July

By the end of the song, I could've swore I saw the same flight attendant crying. We started talking later in the flight and it turned out she was a fan of my music. When I talked to her, it was like she knew about my problems with him and totally understood.