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The final bit of fluff will be a two chapter posting. There is no mention of womb, or wombs as the case may be, Spock carrying Nyota, or love at first sight. There are mentions of frustration, a degree of anger, loving forgiveness and Vulcan possessiveness and be assured the Red Pencil was here for a short time…Ready? OK, Soothing music, dim the lighs, Action…
Corsets
One day while idly browsing on her personal comm unit, Nyota was amazed at the sight that popped up on her screen.
Bust Buster Sale!
Three For The Price of Two!
Buy two corsets get the third one free!
These fascinating - oops, she seemed to have picked up on Spock's favorite phase - these intriguing under garments had been employed for hundreds of years by Terran females as an aid to achieving the much desired 'hour glass' figure. The advertised garments were exquisite - one even described as a wedding corset! Giving way to flights of fancy, Nyota envisioned herself in that confection of stays, lace and ribbons on her wedding night. She was certain that such a garment would meet with Spock's approval.
After entering the promotional code for the second time (Had she really just ordered six of these things?), Noyota submitted her chit code and shipping information.
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Star Fleet Academy
San Francisco, CA
The wedding was scheduled for the weekend following their debriefing after the Battle of Vulcan and Terra. Nyota had questioned Spock about the close interval between his great personal loss and what should be a joyous occasion. His reply was simple
"Kaiidth." What is, is.
His continued explanation, simply stated, was that he would never again make the mistake of hesitancy and procrastination. Spock had never verbally expressed his love for his mother; he would not allow the same thing to happen between them. Their bonding and marriage would give him the outlet to let Nyota know the depth of his devotion.
With his explanation, Nyota wept. Tears of sorrow for Vulcan - the planet and its people; tears for Amanda Grayson - her Beloved's mother and her own dear friend. Nyota and Amanda had carried on a sub-space relationship during her last months at the Academy. Their relationship grew after an initial meeting and a meal they had enjoyed together with Spock. Nyota had been able to discern Amanda's great insight and humor and could sense her approval of the growing relationship between Nyota and her son. The physical distance between them did not lessen the crushing loss Nyota felt and her complete understanding of Spock's utter devastation.
Holding Nyota Spock stated, "By our bonding, I honor my mother. Some of the words I should have spoken to her, I will rephrase for our circumstances. You will never want for my sincere expressions of appreciation and endearment, for you are indeed half of my heart and soul."
The plan was that both ceremonies would take place at the Vulcan Embassy. Witnesses to the ceremony would be by invitation only and were relatively few in number- Captain Pike, Chancellor Bennet, the Bridge crew, Drs McCoy and M'Benga, Nurse Chapel, a few others from the Enterprise, their respective parents, the entire Embassy staff and T'Pau who would make a rare trip to perform her grandson's bonding ceremony. Captain Kirk would perform the civil wedding ceremony and register it on the ship's log.
Sarek had informed the Embassy staff of reception arrangements. Of course, most marriage bondings were necessitated by the approach of Pon Farr and the groom and bride never lingered after the ceremony. Here however, in a nod to Terran traditions, Spock and Nyota would spend a little while with the guests to enjoy their well-wishes.
Spock, was presented with this idea while at Nyota's apartment. His thoughts when initially informed was,
"Nyota, at that point in time, I am very much opposed to sharing you with anyone."
Her response was a compromise,
"Spock, just one hour. We can then take time to say good-bye to our parents. Every bit of me will be yours from that moment on…"
It was a reluctant agreement.
Unwrapping her arms from around his neck, he deposited her at the far end of her couch, then he seated himself as far away from her as possible, and said,
"My control is not without limit, My Nyota. Everyone has their breaking point."
Nyota responded,
"That is a human expression but it does not apply to you, as a Vulcan, control is the basis for everything."
"Yes Nyota, but now in anticipation of our becoming one, I have very little reserve in the area of patience.
"In addition, you have not factored into your conclusion, my human half which I now attempt to subdue with the most powerful form of Vulcan logic I am able to muster."
He closed his eyes for a moment, took a deep breath and said,
"I am returning to my quarters to engage in much needed meditation."
Spock did not return to her quarters again. As he said,
" I have become weak."
Because of his self-emposed exile, Nyota was surprised when after the debriefing Spock suggested that they visit a very fine East Indian restaurant near the campus. Spock had ordered the meal before hand and as they entered the establishment she saw her parents, seated at a table. She turned and looked at Spock and he nodded and then guided her to them. Her joy knew no bounds.
Benjamin performed the ta'al and finally all were seated, the food was then sat on the table and everyone became silent. All four diners honored 'The Vulcan Way'.
Nyota's parents had rented a flitter and it was in the parking lot. Spock requested the front passenger seat which relegated Nyota and her mother to the back seat. Her mother raised her eyebrow and Nyota shrugged her shoulders. But she did recall Spock's recent conversation about control.
Benjamin addressed Spock,
"We grieve with thee."
Spock nodded
"May I inquire about your father?"
He has immersed himself in work. A suitable home planet has been located with many similarities to our original home. The Federation has been most generous and supportive. The original number of survivors is in flux as Vulcans who have lived off world for years, even generations are making their presence known. They are cataloged and numbered by a staff at the Embassy. Many of these reports are the result of what can be best described as space networking. This has been very encouraging to the planet's survivors."
Benjamin nodded thoughtfully.
In the back seat M'mumba was holding Nyota's hand tightly and her lips trembled as she whispered,
"We thought we had lost you."
Nyota's response was,
"We thought we had lost Terra."
These confessions caused a response which echoed conduct from long ago- a daughter's head on a mother's shoulder. In this surrender Nyota gave up duty and responsibility for comfort and love.
The vehicle passed through the security gates of the Academy without hindrance due to the two officer's insignias. Spock and Nyota were dropped off at the officer's quarters and Benjamin and M'mumba continued on to their room at the Guest's Residence on the far side of the campus. It was agreed that the next day they would meet for lunch.
Spock and Nyota entered the lift, he pressed the destination buttons for the two floors and was silent. When the lift arrived at her floor she paused, looked at him. exited the lift and proceeded to her room.
Within minutes of her arrival in her room her comm unit signaled. Spock's image filled the screen,
"Ashayam, please accept my apology. I did not bid you farewell."
"Spock, I am concerned about you. Do you wish to talk about anything?"
Spock looked down and then turned to his left. Finally he looked her in the eye and said,
"I am having very human responses to your presence Nyota. I have attempted meditation. This has been partially successful but Beloved, I fear my body will betray me in your presence. Your body, your scent, your voice, even the sound of your breathing is overwhelming me. I desire you Nyota. Thank you for loving one who is as illogical as myself."
Nyota was in tears,
"Spock I thought you were having second thoughts about…us. I am sorry I am a source of torment for you."
With that, the screen goes dark and Nyota was left seated before the unit attempting to settle herself.