RPOV:
I sat in my room reading my book. It was pretty boring I had read this book 500 years ago and it still had the same affect on me. Depression. I sighed. I had always wanted a baby and I thought I would get my chance. That is until I became a vampire. At first the thought of never bearing a child tugged on my heartstrings everyday. Until I met Emmett. Things got better after a while but when Bella gave birth to Renesmee I felt that pain and sadness again.
"Rose, what's wrong?" questioned Emmet in a concerned tone.
"It's not that I don't like my life, I love being with you, it's just that I would do anything to have a baby right now. I really wish that I was human right now."
If I could cry, I would be bawling right now. I laid my head down in his lap and wished I could sleep my pain away. If only I were human right now. I could see myself sitting in a rocking chair holding my son in one arm and a bottle in the other. I could see myself getting up in the middle of the night to go comfort him when he was crying. I wouldn't even mind that because it would mean that I was able to sleep.
That next morning I went downstairs and sat down at the "dinner table". It was time for the weekly Cullen meeting.
"Good morning everyone!" Carlisle said cheerfully.
"Good morning Carlisle," the rest of us said.
As he went on with his little speech about our hunting trip I started thinking about how said I had been feeling lately. In my mind I was crying my eyes out and sitting alone in my room. Edward stared at me for a second and then looked away with a guilty expression on his face. Alice must have seen something because she looked at with a concerned look. I wondered what I was going to do.
"Is there anything anyone would like to bring up?" Carlisle asked.
"Yes Carlisle. It's about Rosalie. She seems so sad lately I can just barely stand it. She won't talk to me or Bella or even Alice. I just want her to feel happy again." Emmett whispered.
"What is the matter Rosalie?" Questioned Carlisle. His giddy expression gone.
"I just want a baby. I can barely stand walking around the mall seeing moms with their kids in strollers. I can barely stand to be around Renesmee anymore she just makes me so sad. It's killing me that my only niece would make me feel this way." I explained before putting my head in Emmett's shoulder.
"That's why you wouldn't talk to me last night?" Rensmee whimpered. "I thought I did something bad."
"No honey of course not." I sighed. "I'm just so jealous that your mom was able to have you and all I could do was watch you grow up."
"Rosa-"
"Forget it Bella. I'm acting stupid. I'm going hunting. I'll be better by tonight"
"What about the family hunting trip to Denali?" Esme asked concerned.
"I feel terrible Esme, I really do, but I think I need some alone time."
"Okay honey, but be safe and call us when you get back," she sighed.
"Rose, please let me come with you," Emmett pleaded.
"Em, I hate to say it but I really would appreciate it if you didn't," I said. My body felt heavier than lead at this point and I really wanted to sleep.