Disclaimer: Me no ownie the Naruto-nie :D
Silence just leads to whispers in the dark.
Its useless to call out your name, because I know you won't answer. But how could I ever give up on you. They told me that it was over, but I refuse to accept that.
How could I ever live my life, denying you existence. It seems like only yesterday that I witnessed you breath taking smile, saw your sparkling eyes, smelled your sweet scent as you walked past me, your hair twirling in the wind.
Your haunting voice echoes in my ears, rattling my mind with its heart- panging whispers, I refuse to deny my love for you, refuse to let you go without a fight, I will never deny you.
I guess that's why I find myself here, laying so close to the brink of death. I raced through the forest, my heart pounding in my chest, craving to see your angelic face. Damn, your amazing smile snaps into my view, clouding my focus, and then, suddenly, all I feel is nothingness beneath my feet.
Tumbling through the night air, crashing from the tree tops, landing with a ear shattering Thud unto the ground below. The blood seeps from my lungs gagging me slowly, oozing from my cold lips. I have no will to survive. I could save myself if I wanted but there is no use for it, I'd just live like I have for the past couple of months now, a hollow shell with no reason for existence.
The world was spinning, blurring, twirling, turning right before my eyes. I slipped in and out of consciousness, slowly drowning in my own blood. I blinked away the tears and looked through the break of leaves in the treetops watching the clouds roll past. The sunlight shinned almost feebly touching me with its rays, caressing my cheeks and lips, as if it was coaxing me to stay a little bit longer. I started to cry almost hysterically, a smile upturning my lips.
Nai, these tears are of joy, not of pain or sorrow. This smile is for you. After your death I was sad and quiet, cold and heartless. Now…now I'm smiling because I'm dying and I'll finally see the face I've been craving to see. I'm crying because I get to spend forever listening to your voice whispering in my ear. When you died, I died too. It was just a matter of time to make my body as cold and lifeless as my soul.
But now….now I finally get to see you again, and I won't regret never telling you how much I truly love you.
Right before I closed my eyes for the last time, I saw you there. Yelling at me for being so childish, telling me not to interrupt you with my screams of sempaiiiii~. I smiled wider because I knew I would be joining you soon.
The darkness overtook me and then I saw you finally.
"I missed you Deidara." I said, smiling lovingly.
"I missed you to Tobi, un."