Post 'Bad Girls' Faith ponders over what is to become of her.
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'Whatever,' Faith thought, 'to hell with it' "I'm going for a walk." She told Buffy.
"Do you want some company?" Buffy asked.
"NO!" Faith shot back, "I'm fine, I just need some air."
"Ok see you later." Buffy replied.
* * *
The wind wiped around Faith as she walked through the abandoned park. 'I don't know why I feel so guilty' Faith thought, 'I mean it's not like I meant to kill him.'
Faith came to a bench and decided to sit down.
'It was an accident' A part of her mind said, 'You can't be blamed for that, it could have happened to anyone.'
'Yes but it happened to you.' Another part of her mind said, 'don't you ever wonder why these things always happen to you Faith? Don't you ever think maybe you are on the wrong side.'
'What do you mean the wrong side?' The first part asked.
"Whoa!" Faith said shaking her head. "Stop talking in there!"
'I must be going crazy,' Faith thought, 'but I can't be going crazy.'
'What do you mean the wrong side?' The first part asked again.
'How did killing that man make you feel Faith?' The second part asked.
"I felt alive and new and POWERFUL." Faith replied, 'Oh my god maybe I am on the wrong side!'
* * *
"I'm worried about Faith." Buffy told Angel.
"Do you want me to talk to her?" Angel asked.
"Sort of," Buffy replied, "Could you be helpful but let her come to you?"
"Sure thing." Angel replied, and then kissed her.
* * *
An owl hoots off in the distance, and Faith jumps. 'Ok, just calm down. Relax, you're not a murderer. It was and accident.' Faith told herself.
'Everyone else believes that, why are you trying to convince yourself?' The first part of her mind asked.
'I'll tell you why.' The second part retorted, 'It's because she doesn't believe it herself. She knows that she's a cold hearted killer, that she was chosen for the wrong side.'
"No, you're wrong! I'm not evil! I didn't mean to kill him he just came out of nowhere." Faith said, on the verge of tears.
'Whatever,' Faith thought, 'to hell with it' "I'm going for a walk." She told Buffy.
"Do you want some company?" Buffy asked.
"NO!" Faith shot back, "I'm fine, I just need some air."
"Ok see you later." Buffy replied.
* * *
The wind wiped around Faith as she walked through the abandoned park. 'I don't know why I feel so guilty' Faith thought, 'I mean it's not like I meant to kill him.'
Faith came to a bench and decided to sit down.
'It was an accident' A part of her mind said, 'You can't be blamed for that, it could have happened to anyone.'
'Yes but it happened to you.' Another part of her mind said, 'don't you ever wonder why these things always happen to you Faith? Don't you ever think maybe you are on the wrong side.'
'What do you mean the wrong side?' The first part asked.
"Whoa!" Faith said shaking her head. "Stop talking in there!"
'I must be going crazy,' Faith thought, 'but I can't be going crazy.'
'What do you mean the wrong side?' The first part asked again.
'How did killing that man make you feel Faith?' The second part asked.
"I felt alive and new and POWERFUL." Faith replied, 'Oh my god maybe I am on the wrong side!'
* * *
"I'm worried about Faith." Buffy told Angel.
"Do you want me to talk to her?" Angel asked.
"Sort of," Buffy replied, "Could you be helpful but let her come to you?"
"Sure thing." Angel replied, and then kissed her.
* * *
An owl hoots off in the distance, and Faith jumps. 'Ok, just calm down. Relax, you're not a murderer. It was and accident.' Faith told herself.
'Everyone else believes that, why are you trying to convince yourself?' The first part of her mind asked.
'I'll tell you why.' The second part retorted, 'It's because she doesn't believe it herself. She knows that she's a cold hearted killer, that she was chosen for the wrong side.'
"No, you're wrong! I'm not evil! I didn't mean to kill him he just came out of nowhere." Faith said, on the verge of tears.