Title: It's my life
By…..cerulean misty!!!!
CM: Hey, guys!!!! It's me!!! Hope you'll like the story!
My 2nd one…….. Go easy on me!
Disclaimer: Don't own KKJ
It's my life……
"There was a saying……In the old days, people said that if it was raining, God was crying with sadness…"
It was a cold, rainy night. Two silhouettes were barely seen in the dark, wanting shelter from the rain. One silhouette was formed to be a woman with long hair, and one was a male, but surprisingly also with long hair. Both of them were flapping their...wings?!
"I love you, why can't you understand?" The male spoke.
"I cannot love the Devil's advocate, I can NEVER!" The female replied.
Then so on…
Then he said, looking into her green orbs that seem to be a garden full of grass or some sort: "Stop fooling yourself, Finn. You do know you are the one who's working for Him Devil "
"I never wanted to, Access!!!!...It was just…God wouldn't help me because of my sins…he would've left me to DIE!!!"
He was speechless.
"Access, I never wanted to kill many innocent people, It was because of rage……but! I-I rea-al-ly never wanted this predicament, I rea-l -….." She began to stutter.
"I know, I know. Finn, just ask for forgiveness. Don't betray God, Jeanne, even
Sindbad….. and even me. " He said, understandingly, with anxiety in his tone.
"I can never go back to the Lord……the angels there will shun me, and maybe place banishment again for disobeying God. I can never go back….." She started crying. Tears spilled from her eyes, leaking, then fell down to the already wet ground.
"Finn….. I won't." He spoke firmly, but softly at the same time.
"It's my life, Access……and I truly want to live much longer…..and I have decided….to die in front of God's eyes. To leave this heavenly demeanor…to live…..I have decided to be…….the Devil's advocate…just to see the sun shine one more time…."
"Finn. Don't. Please. DON'T!"
"Celcia, Toki……they were killed because of me, and I want to die because I killed them. Access, I thank you for all the memories that you have given me, and this will be the last time you meet the good Finn... Sayonara…"She spoke.
"Finn? No!"
And for the first and last time, he truly has seen the good Finn fade away……disappear
…..never to be seen……only to become Jeanne's and Sindbad's worst enemy…
She struggled to utter the last words before she left, softly, hoping the purple-haired angel did not hear her painful words, but he heard it anyway, because of his keen observation and hearing…those words that painfully stung his heart...
"I always loved you, Access"
And she flapped her beautiful and majestic white wings, to the rainy sky and beyond…
And for the first time of his life...he cried.
And God cried with him.
Japanese Translation:
Sayonara:Goodbye
I never saw Access cry! So I put that!
Never put too much Japanese words here, they might get you confused…but I am a Philippine person, just learned a little deep Japanese words!
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