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Leah's Wrath-
Urgh.
Why couldn't he understand? Oh, wait, I know. Because he's a boy.
I paced angrily on the forest floor, listening to the sounds. The stream near by, some birds chirping. How easy it must be. For them. For anything, anything, that wasn't me. I heard Jacob faze back into human, and choked back a little cry of despair. I wallowed in self pity for a moment, conscious of Seth trying to tune me out. My own brother.
It was hard.
Harder then I ever let on. The jokes, the snide comments, the tuning out was enough to make me desperate for some kind of relief, some way out. Sure, I acted like I didn't care. And I don't care...for the most part.
I grimaced, and swiped at a random pine with my paw.
Who was I kidding? Of course I cared. All girls cared. Unfortunately, I wasn't considered enough of a girl. And after all, why should I be? It's not like I would ever imprint.The closest I had to a friend, was Jacob. And he hated me.
Thats what made it even harder.
I had expected him to understand. Him especially! He was in love with someone, who left him for some one else.
Just like me.
I had hoped, relied, on him, to understand, to feel my pain. He didn't. But I should know by now, never to trust a man. They just tore you up, even more.
I ran the trail for a few minutes more, stewing, wallowing. It wasn't until I heard Seth's warning did I stop.
Heads up. He cautioned.
My head whipped up just in time to see one of the Cullens cars speed past on the drive. I was about to turn my head in disgust, until I realized it was Jacob driving. Confusion clouded my thoughts as I caught a glimps of him through the window. His face caught me short.
It was a face I knew well. One of mass betrayal, hurt, confusion. Sadness.
I barked a low cry in surprise. I could see that his pain was deep. For that girl. That leech lover.
I was suddenly consumed with such a powerful hatred, my vision blurred. I knew what he was feeling. No one should ever have to feel that. My thoughts were fierce, and blood thirsty. I watched the car zoom past for just a second more before turning, and running to the place I never dreamed I would enter.
I phased back, before I reached the blood suckers yard. I barley took the time to pull on my ratty jeans and shirt. I didn't care any more. This was too much for me. Too much for a girl.
I heard Seth's low bark in surprise at my sudden absence. I should have warned him I was phasing, but I was too consumed to notice.
It surprised me that Edward wasn't out on the porch, waiting to block my entrance. I knew he could hear my rage, hear my thoughts, and for that I hated him even more. But he wasn't my concern. It was Bella that my thoughts were focused on.
The smell hit me like a bull dozer, as I strode up the porch steps, infuriated. Urgh, disgusting Vampires. I heard a murmur of voices from inside the house just before I barged in, trying my best not to gag at the smell.
And there she was. Bella, crippled and all. All I could do was stare. It was worse than it had been in Jacobs memory's. I looked away, repulsed, by her deformed body.
She did not deserve to be the center of Jacobs pain. She wasn't worth it.
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P.S
Can anyone think of a better title than Leah? And maybe a better summary? :P, I'm no good at these kind of things. Any suggestions are very much appreciated.
