AN: So, I guess it's totally weird, because yeah it's still the same fanfic you probably read, but I delete the chapter you read, sorry, i'll upload again next time ;), I'm really weird I guess... But whatever, it's the real and first chapter of this story, how the fuck they had a child together. Also, this chapter seem to be like a lemon... But it's not... HAHA I'M TROLLING YOU ! Probably because... I wanted to add something we never saw in a lemon pokeani fic... the emotion that's Satoshi develop... Because yeah, it's a bit important for me to develop the mental of the main character, Satoshi is a character really hard to write, probably because he is really dense... So here a chapter who can be a lemon but with no lemon !
Also, like I deleted my previous chapter, for the new people who read, here what I explain the AN of the other chapter: Here is my one-shot collection about the Father AU (i created it thank !) also, if you maybe read the One-Shot "Daddy" from Epicocity (who gave me for my birthday ;w;) it's clearly a good one-shot who speak really well the AU ! So Here, it will speak about it and write my all idea :D (also, i draw many sketch on my twitter about this AU, you can find my twitter name in my profile). Also, there are not really timeline, but if you want to know (well i will probably write it on the one shot) it's an AU who speak about Satoshi who become Father too early (for me he was 14 after XYZ) he wanted to see Serena again but unfortunately she is... dead... that's not a spoiler lol. And Satoshi try to deal with that.
And also, YES I USE THE JAPANESE NAME ! Because i'm not habit with the english name (i'm french first and it's not Ash his name, it's Sacha and it's better -w-, but not better as Satoshi, i was habit to the japanese version early too) so Ash = Satoshi, after i can remind each chapter the other character name too.
Thank you to Epicocity who correct me too ;w;
Serena was in front of the door leading to the room, gently waiting for the right time to return. On the other side was Satoshi, also alone, since Pikachu had joined Eureka for their last night in Kalos. She wanted so much to get into this room and tell him all the words she had in her heart. First, she would start with a "thank you", then she would probably end up confusing herself and flee the room, leaving Satoshi completely confused. What did he really think of her; she wanted to know. With a deep breath, Serena finally knocked on the door and entered. She sees Satoshi lying on his bed, arms crossed behind his head, just looking at the ceiling. When she came in, Satoshi straightened up a little. She quickly closed the door and then approached him with a determined face. The boy on his bed finally sat up fully as the girl sat down. She said nothing for a moment and looked only at the ground. Satoshi was, at first, intrigued but then asked:
"Serena, are you okay?"
Serena nodded her head, still without saying a word and then bit her lower lip. Satoshi blinked several times before he slowly approached her, hesitating to place a hand on the shoulder of his friend. Still, he continued:
"Is something wrong?"
At first, she closed her eyes and shuddered for a moment. She had to remember why she was seeing him here in the first place: just to say thank you. It was the most important thing for her. At last, the young Performer turned her head and looked at him with shining eyes.
"You'll miss me terribly," she announced with a trembling voice.
Slowly, Satoshi's movements came to a halt. Before he did anything else, howeve, Serena added in a lower voice:
"You were my goal after all. "
After a second of trying to move, Satoshi realized he was frozen. Longing emotion had now seized him. He looked at Serena's gentle blue eyes and was hypnotized; it was as if he wanted to stay here and count all the eyelashes on her eyes. The words echoed softly in his head. He knew it wasn't a sentence she could repeat to others; this sentence was for him and nobody else. Then, he gave a shy smile and he tried to say her name in a voice just as sweet but also scared.
"Serena…"
Before he could say anything else, she picked him up and put her lips on his mouth. The boy felt something soft, something that seemed so personal. It was also nice, although he thought that if it hadn't been Serena who had made this gesture, he wouldn't have felt the same. The fact that it was Serena gave him an instant of happiness that he would never have known. It was not like he'd won a pokemon match or had eaten anything he liked; it was something else. It was as if whatever solitude he had ever had in his life was now disappearing, and now he was no longer alone. Of course, he had his friends, and his pokemon, but Serena ... Having Serena's lips on his was like they were making a promise; as if they were ready to share their lives with each other and accept this new presence, cherishing it until the end of their lives. And that made him happy.
This moment stopped when she pulled her lips back. She had a beautiful smile and her eyes... Her eyes were always gorgeous and sparkling, especially now, after what had just happened. Satoshi could feel it deep inside him. His heart beat at more than a thousand paces in his chest. He felt a crazy emotion that overwhelmed him: a happy pleasure, a happy moment. He was happy. And then he felt sudden sadness that seized him, as if his body wanted to remind him that tomorrow she was going to leave…that he was going to leave. Their separate ways. He had done it so many times, yet he was now afraid of even blinking, because he was scared he would never see her again. Never in his life had he felt this. Of course, with Pikachu he had, but Serena was different. There were more and different feelings to share with her. He tried to move but he was afraid to touch her, as though he thought his touch would hurt her, but he finally let his hands rest on her shoulders before bringing her closer to him. He held her tightly, refusing to let her go. They eventually fell to the side. Serena looked into Satoshi's golden eyes and she could see a feeling she'd never seen before in those eyes.
"Serena..." he began with a trembling voice. "Tell me what's happening to me …"
She didn't respond immediately, but she put one of her free hands on the cheek of the pokemon trainer's face. When she stroked his face, Satoshi closed his eyes and then touched Serena's hand. He didn't want her to stop but he needed to touch her skin.
"Serena..." he continued in a more courageous voice. "Can your lips touch my smile again?"
He opened his eyes again with a sincere smile, but with a strange melancholy behind them. A little laugh shuddered out at his naivete but she leaned forward and kissed him again. Satoshi then took advantage of this moment to press her against him again. Why was this feeling so strange to him? In this position, Serena's lips against his, he felt so united. This was so similar to the bond he felt with Gekkouga, but at the same time, it was so different. Not even with the other girls he had known, had he ever had these feelings. Serena was so different, so important, for his eyes, and for his heart. Why was she so different from his other friends? What did she have that the others did not? Iris and Kasumi were rather violent with him, while Serena was calm, the two of them having inly fought once. Haruka and Hikari were sweeter, although Haruka was a debutante he had had to help become a trainer. Hikari had a strong personality and was just as close to him, but he only saw a family bond that he shared with those two girls. He remembered the first time he had met Serena and how she had come into his life for the first time since his childhood. Back then she had appeared and then she left, and that was what is happening now. He thought of how she was so kind, so patient...and had always encouraged him from the beginning. She was the only person to have accepted what he was from the beginning, unlike the other girls. That's how Serena was so different.
Suddenly, he felt the hand of Serena coming down and passing under his tee-shirt in order to touch the soft skin of the boy's torso. He tensed a little but it didn't bother him. Their lips were still glued to each other, dancing with fragility. Satoshi no longer had control of himself, his left hand loosening from the girl but still sticking to her. He pulled her up to his chest. In their kiss, Serena shuddered a groan and she broke it. The young trainer noticed where his hand had gone and removed it as fast as possible, his cheeks heating up. Seeing Serena's face, her own cheeks were totally red but her eyes were simply surprised. Satoshi's expression saddened, frightened of having done something stupid, but Serena reassured him by placing her hand on his face again. They looked at each other, their eyes never breaking that connection.
"I don't want you to go..." whispered the boy.
"I don't want to be separated from you either," replied the girl.
Serena lowered her hand and pressed it under the boy's tee-shirt, touching his stomach again. His skin was so soft. Satoshi felt the fresh hand of the girl, surprising him, but as time passed, he felt something else surprising squeezed into his pants. He thought only of her, and what she could do in all her outfits, in every move she could make.
"Serena..." Satoshi repeated again.
He raised his hand slowly to press it against Serena's chest now. She didn't answer, as if it were normal for her. And in her eyes, the message was clear. Satoshi wanted to do more, but he didn't know how. He knew there were forbidden places on girls that he should not touch, and yet he wanted to know these places with Serena; he wanted to know everything about Serena. More than anything, though, he wanted to understand why he wanted all of this.
Serena stood up in front of him and took off her jacket, then her dress, now in her underwear in front of Satoshi. Although her face was red, she was ready and determined. Satoshi was speechless, but he felt it shouldn't have surprised him to see Serena like had already seen her in a bathing suit, after all. However, right then, it was as if she was showing something for more personal just for him. Was that all normal? The performer slowly took the trainer's arms and she squeezed them against the bed. Satoshi's body was turned, fully facing her, and then she straddled him.
"Satoshi...I want to give you something...I want you to take it, because I would never be satisfied if it was another...After all, you already took my heart."
Their eyes were bright: Satoshi's from the words she had told him and Serena's because she knew what she was going to do. This would be very hard for the both of them, certainly, since it would be the first time, but she was ready.
Finally, Satoshi shook his head, trying to make her understand that he was also ready for her. Then she began to open the zipper of his jacket.
They both pressed against the bed, breathing deeply as if they had run for miles. The sweat rolled over their skins, as they lay naked under the sheets of the bed. Satoshi gasped so heavily that he could not understand how something like that would give him so much exercise. It was so...good. He had never felt anything like that, and it was so wonderful...But after a few seconds, he also realized that he could not do it all time, and that he could only do it with Serena...
Serena smiled, trying to calm her breath. Her feelings were quite mixed but she was still rather happy to have done this with Satoshi. There only person who could offer her so much pleasure, and it was him. She turned to the side, to better look at him. She was at last with the man with whom she wanted to live her life.
But as his breathing calmed down, Satoshi started to think, too much in fact. A voice whispered to him that what he had just done was not right; that he should never have done it. He did not understand how something like this should not happen. But it was then that another feeling came to take hold of him once more: fear. It began as fear of what he had just done, and then he was afraid of what was going to happen, before fearing what he was going to become. Why was he suddenly so terrified by the future now? Perhaps because he had done something that had been so strange to him, and now his brain saw it and himself as something taboo.
When he turned to his side to look at her eyes, he felt a slight discomfort. He began by choking, then said softly:
"Serena, I don't think we should have done that…"
She gasped with shock, but her eyes did not show any fear, just simple surprise. Satoshi looked away but he tried to continue while speaking the truth with her.
"I don't know...But I have a bad feeling...Yeah, it was great but...It feels scary, too."
He looked back at her and added:
"I'm afraid that it might be something that will make my life worse!"
Serena, by her look, seemed quite disappointed. Very soon she stopped looking at him and then sat up, covering her bust with the blanket. Satoshi, still with a little gaping mouth, was astonished at her reaction.
"Serena, I..."
"It's nothing," she snapped. "It doesn't bother me, actually. I mentally prepared myself for that..."
It was the trainer's turn to straighten up, frightened by the words of the girl.
"Serena..."
"You don't accept me, do you?"
He paused for a half second and then shook his head in every direction.
"No, that's not it! What we just did... I could only do it with you!"
She turned towards him, the edge of her eyes preparing themselves to shed tears.
"Then, what makes you afraid?"
He moved his mouth a little, mentally searching for the real reason.
"I don't know...The future...? I feel like I opened a door, but it wasn't the time to open it. I don't know, it's weird..."
Without being able to say anything else, Serena leaned forward and rested her head against his neck, pouring out all the tears she had held back since.
"I know we're too young..." Serena sobbed. "But...I wanted to do it with you, because I'm afraid. I'm afraid we'll never see each other again, or that we'll lose sight of each other, or that we'll forget, and...I don't want forget you..."
Satoshi placed his hands against her back, shuddering as he felt her naked skin again.
"I would never forget you, Serena. "
Serena raised her head gently, then smiled sadly.
"I love you," she confessed in a quiet voice.
And for the first time in his life, Satoshi felt like he was flourishing. It was the first time a girl had done this, and yet, because it wasSerena, he felt as though it revived the heart. Slowly, he fell with her back oton the bed, still holding her against him in his protective arms. Although fatigue was invading them, he was not too weak to smile at her. Serena slowly began to close her eyes, and she was happy to feel the comfort of the person she loved, and who accepted her feelings, close to her body. Looking at her gently, Satoshi whispered:
"Me too."
Eureka knocked on Serena's door several times, holding Pikachu in her arms while Dedenne was on her head. She called her several times but was surprised when the young performer didn't answer. Usually she was awake at dawn to prepare breakfast (even if she wasn't at her own home). She heard the door of Satoshi open and turned to the boy she had thought was coming out of his room.
"Satoshi, Serena isn't …"
She stopped when she noticed her big sister in spirit coming out of the room with the boy holding her hand. When she noticed the little girl, she let go of his hand and blushed openly. First Eureka opened her mouth wide and then Pikachu went out of her arms to get back on his best friend's shoulder as he stroked his head.
"Hey, Pikachu, you slept well?" he asked, followed by Pikachu crying out in joy.
However, the mouse broke his smile and then sniffed around his neck and face, Satoshi looking at him confusedly. Eureka approached the two teenagers, this time with a smirk.
"Serena, why were you in Satoshi's room?"
She blushed even more, but managed to squeak out an answer between her teeth.
"I wanted to talk to him!"
Eureka smiled sincerely.
"Did you finally tell him?!" she exclaimed as she asked the question.
Serena pretended to get upset, thanks to Satoshi who was in a state of confusion, still naive even after their rather turbulent night.
"That doesn't concern you!"
She started pushing the girl along, bringing her into the kitchen with her face a perennially red hue. Satoshi watched them leave with a smile, a hand on his hip. But Pikachu kept sniffing him to the point that it almost became invasive.
"Stop it, please," Satoshi said with embarrassment.
Pikachu looked up and, finally, his eyes changed softly. For the first time in his life, Satoshi saw him smile as he never had before. This caused his spine to shudder.
At the airport, the farewells were hard between the Pokemon, especially since Serena was the first to have to leave. Dedenne had reacted badly and had hidden so that the group could not be separated. Fortunately, he quickly returned to the little girl's arms. It was a pretty teary moment for her and her pokemon, neither of them wanting everything to end after all. Watching the little girl give a little bit of comfort to her little rodent, Serena gently touched Satoshi's hand, the latter turning his head towards her, though she didn't look at him. She was still looking at the scene with a sad smile and eyes that shone. He did not say a word; if he started to say anything, he knew that she would burst into tears.
Serena was ready to leave. Satoshi's heart tightened but he kept smiling. He did not want to look sad that she was leaving, after all. He had to be happy for her, happy that she was going to start a new adventure in a new region. He would have liked to accompany her to Hoenn, a region he knew after all. He could have served as a guide, but he had to go home and train to be a Pokemon Master. He had to...But deep down, he felt that this path made him seem...selfish. And if anything happened to her…If anything would happen to Serena...
Serena walked toward the escalators and then smiled back.
"I'll be leaving, then!" she announced. "Satoshi, Citron, Eureka…You guys gave me so much. I can't even put them in numbers! "
"Please call us every now and then," Citron said.
"Serena, we'll go to visit you for sure, so please wait for us!" added Eureka.
Serena's eyes shone with sincerity and joy, and she nodded with a smile, answering her two friends. Then she looked at Satoshi's eyes, the boy never ceasing his smile towards her. Even though they spent a whole night together, even though they now knew all they felt between them, she had to say more; he mattered that much to her.
"Satoshi...I'm really glad I started traveling...You are my goal!"
His eyes blinked several times. She had never mentioned it before. He knew she loved him but did not know it was thanks to him that she decided to leave and pursue her dream.
With a serious but always smiling face, Serena added:
"And the next time we meet, I'll have become a much more charming woman...While you'll have become a man even stronger than you are now! "
This satisfied him, so with his fist he acquired with an energetic, "Yes."
"All right, then!"
She turned, ready to go down. Satoshi came closer, wanting to look at her again. He didn't want her to leave, he didn't want her to be away from him. When she descended more and more, his thoughts were focused on his future, but he shook his head to forget.
"Satoshi! Can I have one last thing?"
Serena's voice managed to stop him. He could do nothing but watch as she came up to him with an impressive speed for someone climbing up an escalator. Then she reached up with her head, her lips touching his as the escalator continued its work and made her descend.
Satoshi was now frozen. All night they had not stopped doing exactly what she had just done, but here it was different. Here it was a farewell kiss. Or it was a promise. Whatever it was, it was different because it was made in public. It made him slightly nervous, and he didn't even notice the three behind him completely red or overexcited about what had just happened. In the end, however, he did not care what others said; it wasn't important. Serena, completely red, shouted a last "Thank you!" for the boy. He smiled again and threw a goodbye wave. He would wait for her. He would be ready for her and she would be ready for him. This very thought made him all too excited.
On the plane, Serena fell asleep with her hand on her stomach. Unfortunately, she did not suspect that at the moment, something was beginning to grow inside her.
