My name is T.K. I was once the great digidestined but ever since then my life has been screwed around with.
Matt spends the whole day on the computer or with Tai. Even in school. Today they pass by me not noticing me.
"Wow Matt I never knew you could do that with your tongue how do you do it?"
"I have lots of experience." Matt replied sliding his tongue down Tai's mouth before Tai could ask any more questions.
Yeah you have had lots of experience with me. I was your guinea pig. I sat down on the floor in the hallway. Tears swelling up. No not here. Not where Kari can see me. Why god why me. Tears fell down and splattered on the tiles of the ground.
"T.K. are you ok?" it was Kari. Oh great. I got up wiping the tears away.
"Its nothing Kari."
"Don't tell me its nothing. You started crying right after my brother and your brother
walked pass you. Did Tai hurt you? Cuz I'll tell mommy and she'll beat him for you."
"No its not Tai. I mean ever since we've been back he's been so nice to me."
"Then it's your brother. What did he do to you?"
"Nothing" I cried as I ran away. I ran home and found Dad slapping mom across the face. Mom saw me and told me to go run and play. Dad didn't see me and continued to beat mom.
"Stop Dad" I yelled as I grabbed his arm before he could hit mom again.
"You worthless piece of shit what the hell are you doing? Don't you see your mom deserves it?"
"Why does she deserve it?
"Because she's is a whore. I caught her with Tai's Dad."
Matt walks in with Tai at that moment.
"How dare you talk about my dad like that!"
Tai slapped dad across the face leaving a burning scar on his face. Tai ran out and left.
"Matt you and Tai are never to see each other again. That goes for you T.K. our family will no longer be affiliated with scum like the Kamiya family ever again understood."
"Screw you old man. I don't care what you say Tai is my boyfriend I don't care what you think"
"We'll see about that you little brat. You've had way too good for too long."
With that He lifted Matt Kicking and screaming and dragged him into our room. He glared at me and I was more than happy to join Matt.
Later on that night……..
Matt just finished taking a shower and talked to dad until he came in.
"You little bitch, what the hell is wrong with you. Dad told me how you stopped him and got him furious. Now I lost my boy friend and my lover." He yelled as he smacked me across the face. Just like dad always passing on the blame.
I cried into my pillow as Matt stormed off to go the computer. I sat there and cried. I screwed up. If I hadn't stopped him mom would have been saved from the humility of having to be beaten in front of both her sons. Dad would have eventually calmed down and Matt would still have Tai. I cried deep into the pillow.
I went to the closet and locked myself inside as I have often done. I took out the knife that I had found a long time ago and cut my wrist. I just needed to feel something. Something besides this overwhelming sorrow. I clung to the pain till I passed out.
I woke up on my bed with a bandage around the cut. Mom was there bruised but there she sat next to me.
"Don't worry everything will be ok." And for a minute I believed her.
She sung me a lullaby:
"Sleep till the early morn,
Sleep till the day you're grown,
Sleep deep without worry,
Sleep, knowing that you're safe,
Sleep, little one and dream,
Dream of sweet things far away,"
I nodded off and dreamt of pleasant things. My brother woke me when he came through the window. I smelled whiskey and sex on him. He had been to a club with Tai.
"T.K. Do you love me?"
"What of course I do now let's get you cleaned up and into bed."
"T.K. I need to feel you and your warm body." He said as he reached under my shirt and began to pull it off. Not again. I hated when he got into these drunken stupors. He ripped open my shirt.
"Not Matt please not now." I cried tears forming "Please Matt not again"
He pulled off the rest of the clothes. I tried to fight back. But he had me with in his grasp. He was older and stronger. I cried as he pulled off his pants and began to ram that huge dick in and out. Tears streaming down soaking my pillow I tried to hold on to reality. I fainted from the pain.