Hi guys. :) I actually posted this story last night, but it was in Spanish. Since I know most of my readers read in English, I decided to translate it for you guys. Hope it helps. And this is dedicated to my grandma, who is sick. :(
His heart broke more and more at seeing her fall. His tears kept falling from his eyes and rolling down his cheeks. His eyes no longer held the same happiness and joyfulness that they had been holding for most of his life. Now they held sadness. Sadness because his illusions were falling more day by day. He didn't know what to do anymore.
After getting back to Apartment 2J from visiting his grandma, Kendall marched over to his room and got underneath his blankets. He took his blue blanket in two fists and pulled it until it was covering him from head to toe. The tears fell rather easily. Seeing his grandma in such a frail state destroyed him on the inside.
Shortly after curling up into a little ball on his bed, he heard the sound of the door to his bedroom opening. His breathing caught in his throat. He stayed quiet for a bit until he felt the edge of his bed dip downward. Silently, he pulled back the blanket and looked out. There, by his side, sat Logan, his best friend. The boy with brown eyes sent him a smile, but Kendall didn't return it.
"You really love her. Don't you?" Logan whispered when he saw the tears that fell from his best friend's emerald eyes. Kendall didn't respond; he simply stayed silent. "It's not good for you to hide your feelings, Kendall. It's better for you to tell someone how you're feeling, before…"
"I can't lose her, Logan," Kendall said in a whisper, not letting Logan finish his sentence.
Slightly smiling, Logan brushed back Kendall's blond bangs and caringly ran his fingers through them. "I know, Kenny. And I promise you that you won't lose her. As long as she's in your heart, you'll never lose her."
"But…" Kendall lowered his gaze as he felt the tears return to his eyes. "You don't understand. I know she will always be with me in my heart, but it's not the same thing as having her physically by my side. You get me?"
Logan's smile fell. "I get it, Kendall. I know it's hard for you. She has always been by your side. But I think it's time that you let her go."
"Do you really think she'll be okay if I let her go?"
"I know she will," Logan answered honestly. Smiling, he pulled Kendall forward until the younger boy was in his arms, and there, Kendall curled up and finally let all his tears fall.
Finally, Kendall lifted his head and looked Logan in the eyes. "Thanks, Logie. You're the best big brother in the world," he said with a smile.
Logan smiled back at him and wiped away his tears with his thumb. "That's because I have the best little brother in the world." The smile on his face could not have gotten any bigger after Kendall leaned against him, hiding his face against Logan's jacket. "I love you, Kenny," he breathed out.
"And I love you, Logie," Kendall responded before letting his eyes close shut with exhaustion. There, in Logan's arms, was where he fell asleep, feeling like a great weight was lifted from his shoulders.
Thank you for reading. Hope you guys liked it. Sorry for the shortness…
~ BigTimeRush-BTR :)
