But thats what she wanted. She wanted me to change her into a vampire. She wanted me to take away her humanity and her soul. She wanted me to take her life and put her through 3 days of hell wanting nothing but death. Her reason was simply that she wanted to be with me forever. After the horror of her becoming a monster, I couldn't help but feel happy somtimes. She would give up her sweet life to be with me. But that would never happen. As much as I wanted to be with her I could never do that to her. I would never be able to see her blush or listen to her heart rate excell as I came near ever again. I would never be able to see her sleep like this again. But I would forever love her more then describable. So I could never change her.
Here, while she was sleeping, was her most ungarded state. Normaly she would watch what she said. Editing her thoughts as she spoke them. Not very much but enough to drive me insane. She was of course abusing the fact that hers was the only mind I could not read. I wondered why...
But my thoughts were interupted as her sweet, inocent, full lips uttered my name searching. It made me feel like I had a real, working heart when I was around her.
"Im here," I softly wispered into her ear while her body relaxed when she herd my voice. I was resisting the temptation, not to kill her but to kiss her knowing my icy lips would wake her.
The next time she said my name her voice told me she wanted to tell me somthing. She knew I was here beside her.
"Yes, my love?"
"I love you Edward."
This time I gave in and decided it would be safe to lightly kiss the top of her head.
"I love you too Bella"
Her smile mimicked mine as she slept on.