Ok minna if u have read my other story which I suggest u should if u haven't. This story will contain one of my OC from that story with a different one well I hope u enjoy.

Fat ugly whore slut emo and lots of other names i have been called and I've been tired of it I know that I shouldn't. Its just so easy to cut through it. I took the blade out of my pocket and I took it to my wrist. 'My life doesn't matter anymore, nobody loves me I should just die already'

I scraped the blade to my wrist making my skin bleed. 'I want to die already I hate lying to everyone at fairy tail especially Scott and Laxus also jellal'

I kept on cutting and cutting till I hit a vain when I did I turned on the water and let it drain the blood. After it drains all the blood down the drain. I pull on my jacket that was blue and white and headed toward the guild.

I got to the guild soon at sat in my usual corner away from everyone reading. I saw Scott walk over and I went wide eyed. He was wearing his usual sport pants and his black long sleeve shirt it matched his black hair.

"Hey Marie!" He seemed really hyper usually he's quite. I wondet what's wrong.

"Hey Scott."

"What's up?"

"Nothing just the usual."

"What is the usual?"

"Reading and thinking about alot of things." alot of things about how I should end my life.

"What kind of things?"

"The none of your business kind of things."

"Ugh fine you never tell me things."

"I do to!"

"Whatever I just wanted to say for you to meet me back at your apartment tonight."

I looked at him weirdly and thought what was gonna happen tonight.

"Ok fine." there's nothing here for me at the guild as usual.

"Im going home cya later." Scott nodded and then walked away to talk to Laxus. I didn't feel like walking so I just teleported back home.

I got home and I saw the lightning go away from my teleportation. 'I guess I'll take a shower'

I went to my dresser and picked out a t shirt and shorts and my sweater so Scott doesn't see my cuts.

I went to the shower and then washed my body. I got out and then checked the time 'Scott shouldn't be here for awhile' I put on some music and the song that came on was drift. After a few seconds I started to cry. I took my blade once again and started cutting my skin. 'I wish my thoughts would just take over me and kill me'. My tears started to get on my fresh skin. It hurt like hell.

I heard the door start to open. I got scared and I accidentally cut myself to deep. "AHHHHHH!" I screamed so loud my throat hurt. The door opened wide enough for me to see that. My childhood friend and crush was standing at the door with my book I brought to the guild earlier.

"S-Scott."

I know this is a short first chapter but I'm planning to make the chapters longer as this story goes on. Just to let all of you know if you are going through depression or anything else tell someone what's going on. Trust me on this I'm still getting over it myself. I'll try to update this as soon as I can I still have to update my other story. Which I'm planning on doing so either today or tomorrow.