Al'infini
"Are you sure?"
Rachel barely comprehends that she's nodding. She's already closed her eyes and is lazily slipping each strap of her dress down her shoulder. Her apathetic mood is still intact in every move she makes, even as she leans forward to kiss plump lips. The dullness in her chest is releasing her from all her inhibitions and in this moment it's both satisfactory and agitating, but she needs this. Santana kisses back with enthusiasm, enjoying the heat of Rachel's skilled lips capturing her own. In less than a minute, Rachel's dress has slipped down to the floor and the sight presented before Santana is quite mind-blowing. Santana swallows tightly and crushes their lips against each other once again. Rachel feels arms encircle her waist, hands coming to rest on the hem of her black panties and a tongue searching its way through the gap of her lips. She moans as they come in contact for the first time. Santana leads them to her bed, graciously lowering Rachel onto the mattress while simultaneously having fun with other parts of the girl. A thumb is rubbing through Rachel's panties, just above her clit and the feeling is so fantastic and yet she's feel detached to what's occurring. She sighs and pulls away from the brunette's lips, letting Santana take the advantage to go lower and bite into the skin of Rachel's neck. She gazes at the ceiling above her, almost wishing for it to fall just so that she can feel something. It's not that Santana is doing anything wrong, in fact she's very talented with her tongue and fingers, but her mind and body is not just that into it for it to be as amazing she knows it usually is. Her bra comes off and Rachel has to hold a hand over her mouth to contain the sudden sob that's built up. Santana is brushing her lips over a brown gorgeous protruding nipple when she feels a shaking. She raises her head and looks up to see Rachel clenching her eyes hard and covering her mouth with her hand. She frowns and lifts herself up to be closer to Rachel and gently removes the hand covering her lips before laying a small kiss on her palm.
"Rachel." She whispers, now cupping Rachel's cheeks. The little brunette sobs and tries to quench it by holding her breath.
"Open your eyes" Santana tries again.
The head beneath her shakes no, and the cheerio is at the urge of begging for the girl to do as she says because it's too much of a heartache to see Rachel like this.
"Please"
Seconds pass by and then it seems that Rachel's eyes could no longer take the burning sting of salty tears, brown eyes meet sorrowful eyes. Santana waits patiently for her to say something.
"Santana" Is all she manages to say before she crumples again. She lays down next to her and then pulls Rachel into her arms, shushing and giving small kisses to her jaw and temple.
The day ends with Rachel ear next to Santana's heart, the only sound she can really grasp to except for her own cries.
AN: I don't even know. Don't look at me. X