a/n- I found this hidden in my files. Surprise! I think I wrote this from the depression of reading Fang. I hope you understand what it means. :)

Is It Right?

He left me alone.
He flew away.
I couldn't understand, Why he couldn't find a way.

I shut the doors, and let out a cry.
He went without saying good bye.
He left me alone, without one last kiss.
He walked out the door without a breath to miss.

He forced me to look up at the sun, to never look away.
He pushed me to fight.
He told me to stay.

He turned me around.
And made me get up.
A sense of courage, I found.
And it taught me so much.

He made me realize that I could go on without him.
He made me learn to walk away.
The truth was shown in my face.
He broke my heart, he didn't stay.

And now, I've learned to repair it.
Becuase he left me alone.
I found all the pieces and forced them to fit.
And I didn't mind their tone.

Now my heart is whole, stronger than ever.
I taught it to move on, not to find someone better.
It needs no one, not love, not happiness.
It just stands on it's own,
Keeping itself together.

I turned around and walked away.
I didn't look back, I didn't go astray.
I stared ahead, with a stone for a heart.
Not one can break it, it can never restart.

But then one day, I had to look back.
Fearing the pain to come, when I couldn't react.
Then I saw him there, looking at me.
I stared at him then started to flee.
That girl who was running, that couldn't be me.

I was afraid of love, of hurt, of loss once again.
But the course of memories, forever began.
Then I fell on my hands and knees,
With the bloodied scars I am now forever to keep.

I could not tell which hurt even more,
What has happened now, or the one before.
I cradled myself, afraid to look back.
I couldn't keep still, I just had to react.

I was hurt, and this time it was right before me,
He left me for a reason, that I had to agree.
He broke my heart, just to protect me.
And now that he left, I am free to be.

But when I looked up, I then saw his eyes.
He was right there, he could hear my cries.
He walked to me and caught me quick.
He held me to his chest, but now I couldn't think.

He left me alone.
He flew away.
I couldn't understand why he couldn't stay.
But now he's here, with a light so bright.
But is it right to accept him, is it right?
Is it right?

Poor Max. :(

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