My Immortal
Disclaimer: I do not own Wicked or any of the characters.
I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
I've always been scared of losing those I love; I've never wanted to face death.
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Please just go to your rest, I can't help you.
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
You're scaring me now, please just let me mourn freely.
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
A part of me is now destroyed for good, it'll never come back
There's just too much that time cannot erase
All the good times I shared with you, I cannot forget
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
I'd like to think I was some comfort to you in the bad times
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
I tried to help through your nightmares
And I held your hand through all of these years
A couple of years with you, has seemed like a lifetime
But you still have all of me
My heart's now gone but I hope you have kept it safe.
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
You inspired me to be so much more than what I was
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
The Grimmerie is useless to me, I can't do magic like you could
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
I'll never forget our times together
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
I've been driven into madness, I want you back
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
These wounds inside me are making me bleed
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When I think of how I was nearly responsible for your death, all for fame, I am sickened.
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
I wish you could do the same to me
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
My fear is your death, please come back and heal me
And I held your hand through all of these years
Through the thick of things… our friendship was strong
But you still have all of me
But the best part of me is taken away, and died with you.
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
Either way I want you back
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
You were my only true friend
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
Help me like I hope I helped you
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
I'm scared Elphie
And I held your hand through all of these years
I need you with me now
But you still have all of me, me, me
I love you Elphaba.