I caught a chill
and it's still frozen on my skin
I think about why
I'm alone, by myself
"Caitlyn. Fuck me."
No. This was not real.
If the end is so much better, why don't we just live forever?
Don't tell me I'm the last one in line
Don't tell me I'm too late this time
No. This can't be real. She would never…
"Caitlyn please…"
NO!
I don't want to live
To waste another day
Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made
She's gone. Remember
"I want you…"
No. Remember her…Her smile, her eyes.
"You need me."
No I don't. I need her.
Out here, nothings clear
Except the moment I decided to move on and I ignited
Disappear into the fear
You know there ain't no comin' back
I was falling. Deeper and deeper.
"Come on Caity. Say it.."
This wasn't her. This is wasn't what I wanted. But I couldn't stop it.
"Love you."
There she was.
"I want you."
No! Go away. I want her back. Go away.
"I know you want me. I've seen you. Caitlyn."
"Caitlyn."
I love you.
I don't want to fall and say I lost it all
'Cause baby there's a part of me to hit the wall
Leaving pieces of me behind
If I shut my eyes. Try and block it out.
"I'm going to make you want me Caity."
I want her. I want her back.
"You want me? Take me Caitlyn. Come on."
I remember. Her giggle. Her smile. Her face when she was just tipping over the edge.
"I wanna remember you too."
I don't want to live
To waste another day
Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made
Cause I feel like I'm breaking inside
And as I fall over the edge I feel her name fall from my lips.
I don't want to fall and say I lost it all
'Cause baby there's a part of me to hit the wall
Leaving pieces of me behind
And I feel like I'm breaking inside
"Mitchie…"
A/N: The song is called Breaking Inside by Shinedown.
R&R Please