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IMPORTANT NOTE!!!! Because of the fact that this chapter was so long, i have split it into two halves... literally. There wasn't a good way to split the chapter really so I just put half here and half there. DO NOT LEAVE ME REVIEWS ABOUT THE WEIRD BREAK BETWEEN CHAPTERS!!!! I shall be very disappointed if that happens. I will warn you again at the end of the chapter in case no one read this part. you have been properly warned.

WARNING: YAOI. LANGUAGE. ETC.
DISCLAIMER: Characters are not mine.


If you can make him love you the same as you love him, you can be with him forever.

Sasuke sighed heavily as he took another drink of whatever it was he was drinking. Sasuke never really paid attention to what he ordered when he came into these types of places, he would just tell the bartender to give him the strongest thing they had and that was it. Whatever it was he was drinking really wasn't having the effect he was wanting. Sasuke only ever came to these places when he wanted to forget who he was, or maybe 'what' would be the more accurate description. He was always Sasuke, no matter what, he just happened to be the hottest actor of the day and that's what he wanted to escape.

People didn't love Uchiha Sasuke, they loved the hot and romantic characters he plays. They didn't know him, how could they claim to love him? Sure there were plenty of TV specials, but they were mostly lies. His life hadn't been that tragic, most of the questions were taken out of context or manipulated to make it sound like something he never said in the first place, his life now isn't that glamorous, his 'houses' were always set pieces during the interview. No, people didn't love him, they loved the characters he played, even if one of those characters was himself.

That's why on this particular night, Sasuke found himself in some low class, back alley bar trying to drown his problems with as much alcohol as he could consume without succumbing to alcohol poisoning. The small bar was fairly crowded, but not enough to make him feel claustrophobic, and also not enough for him to know the woman that kept 'accidentally' bumping into him was only doing it to get his attention. Sasuke smirked, if only she knew who he really was, but the red wig and pale blue contacts he was wearing assured him that no one could possibly recognize him. Sasuke sighed again as he was handed yet another glass of orange-ish colored liquid. The woman beside him sat down and looked over at him.

"What are you drinking?" She asked. Sasuke looked over at the girl, she looked like a teenager. Long golden blonde hair and big blue-green eyes, flawless pale skin and way too much makeup, yes she was definitely a teenager trying way too hard to get the wrong kind of attention.

"Do your parents know you're out so late?" Sasuke asked. The girl giggled and gently touched his arm. Sasuke glanced down at the small hand and perfectly manicured pink nails before lifting his arm and moving it out of the girl's reach.

"You sure are cute. You wanna dance?" The girl smiled prettily at him. Sasuke shook his head.

"Sorry, sweetheart, you're trying way too hard." Sasuke smiled and took a sip of his drink. The girl blinked, slightly shocked, before narrowing her eyes on him again.

"Then tell me what I can do to get your attention." She said gently while putting her hand high up on his thigh, her fingers softly brushing his inner thigh.

"Go home, little girl." Sasuke said taking the girls hand off of him once again. The girl pouted and tried to think of something else to do or say.

"One dance never hurt anybody." The girl purred leaning closer. Sasuke looked over at her with a dangerous look.

"Says who? Once dance with a rapist or killer would definitely hurt you." Sasuke said with a smirk. "Any man could easily overpower you and with as crowded, dark and loud as it is in here, no one would even hear your screams. All it would take is one dance." Sasuke said darkly. The girl blinked as fear filler her eyes. "Go home, I'm sure your parents are worried." Sasuke said before turning back to his drink. The girl nodded and quickly left her seat. Sasuke didn't care enough to see if she left the bar or moved on to someone else. Sasuke sighed, feeling sorry for the girl. He probably could have convinced her to do anything, she seemed desperate enough. That's all he needed, some scandalous affair with some teenage girl in some Podunk, hillbilly town in the middle of nowhere. The press would have a field day and his fiancée would probably go on a rampage. Sasuke sighed. His fiancée, yet another thing he was trying to escape. Yamanaka Ino. She was also a popular actress. They had starred in a movie together recently and became friends and the more they hung out the more rumors spread. Finally Sasuke proposed for the soul reason of stopping the rumors. Ino was thrilled and Sasuke wanted to hang himself. Not that he had anything against his fiancée, she was a good person to have as a friend but he didn't want her as a fiancée much less a wife. And now his wedding was in less than a month.

Sasuke sighed yet again and took a drink from his glass. He looked at his reflection in the mirror behind the bar. He looked terrible, but then again he had been consistently drinking for the past five hours and regretfully he was only tipsy at best. Sasuke made a mental note to not come to this bar ever again, their alcohol sucks. He looked past his reflection at the reflection of a man sitting in a booth behind him staring straight at him. The man smiled when they made eye contact. Not one of those 'hello person, this is kind of awkward so I'm going to smile to break the tension' smiles, but one of the 'bout time you started paying attention to me, I knew it was gonna happen sooner or later' smiles. Sasuke looked away quickly. How long had that man been watching him? The man had an eerie resemblance to the girl he had been talking to not even five minutes earlier, or at least it looked like it, the mirror was pretty dirty so he couldn't be sure. What if he was her brother? Or father? Sasuke sighed and cursed his luck. He waited another five minutes to see the blonde male still staring at him. Sasuke glared at the blonde, only to have him smile back as if it were nothing. Uchiha glares were nothing to smile at, they sent most men cowering in fear yet this man had the audacity to smile. The man got up and Sasuke's entire body tensed. With his luck, the guy was a relative of that blonde girl and would beat the living shit out of him.

"What are you drinking?" Asked a smooth tenor voice. Sasuke blinked and looked to his left where the blonde man was standing. He wasn't even looking at him, he was looking at his drink.

"What's it to you?" Sasuke asked moving his drink across the bar top and watching as blue eyes followed the movement.

"You've been drinking them for a while non-stop. I figured they must be good." The man said smoothly. Sasuke blinked slightly confused.

"Um, well I don't really know." Sasuke said, blushing when blue eyes finally turned to him. The blonde man smiled and motioned to the bar tender.

"I'll take two of what he's having." The blonde man said. The bartender smiled and nodded. It took about two minutes for the man to make both drinks. All this time, the blonde man said nothing and watched the bartender. Sasuke, however, found himself watching the blonde. He took in the other man's appearance starting with the blonde hair that looked incredibly messy but on closer inspection looked meticulously styled. He could only see the right side of the man's face, his face was young with big eyes and slightly rounded cheeks with three thin lines across the otherwise flawless tan skin, his nose was thin with a slight upward curve at the tip, his jaw line was strong and clean shaven. His long neck led to small shoulders covered with an orange long-sleeved button-up shirt that hung loosely over his thin frame, his black pants were tight to accent his long legs and black sneakers covered his feet. He looked pretty well put together considering the attire of most of the others in the bar was plaid shirts, jeans and work boots or tube-top and mini skirt. The bartender handed the blonde the drinks.

"Here you are, Naruto." The bartender said. The blonde nodded and smiled before turning to walk back to his table, not even giving Sasuke another glance. Naruto? The name was interesting. Now Sasuke was intrigued by the man. He looked once again into the mirror to see the blonde man sitting at the booth watching him. He had set one of the drinks in front of him and the other one was in front of the empty seat on the other side of the table. It was an invitation and Sasuke knew it. Sasuke turned and pushed through the small crowd trying to get to the bar and sat down in the empty place at the blonde man's booth. He didn't even need to look at the blonde to know he was smiling.

"That spot was reserved." The blonde man said.

"Really? For who?" Sasuke asked looking up at him. The blonde was watching him with amusement and excitement.

"My lover, unless you were wanting to take on that responsibility." The blonde smiled. Sasuke scoffed. He had heard better lines than that.

"Look, I know you wanted me to come over here. What do you want?" Sasuke snapped at the other man. He just smiled and leaned back in the booth with his arms crossed over his chest.

"Who says I need to want anything?" He asked. Sasuke sighed and examined the drink in front of him. "There's nothing in it, if that's what you're wondering." He said amusedly.

"I can never be too careful." Sasuke said eyeing the blonde. He just smiled.

"I don't have to use drugs to get you." The blonde said softly so Sasuke didn't really understand him. Sasuke sighed and took a drink. He didn't talk with the blonde, nor did the blonde try to talk to him. They drank silently while watching each other. Once they had finished their drinks the blonde looked at him. "You look better without the wig and contacts on, you know." He sighed. Sasuke blinked. This guy knew he was wearing a disguise.

"What makes you think I'm wearing a wig and contacts?" Sasuke asked trying to play it off. The man smiled. Sasuke cursed his luck, so this guy was some sort of stalker or something.

"I don't think you are. I know you are wearing them, Sasuke." The man said. Sasuke's eyes narrowed.

"How do you know who I am? No one in this bar should recognize me with this disguise." Sasuke said.

"Doesn't matter what you're wearing, I'll always be able to recognize you." He said softly, his tone held something in it that Sasuke couldn't quite place. It was almost reassuring and loving. Sasuke started to move out of the booth but found the blonde's foot in his bench, blocking his way out. "Where are you going?" He asked curiously.

"Who the hell are you and what do you want?" Sasuke grit his teeth and glared at the other man. He sighed and shook his head.

"You always have to be difficult." He sighed.

"What do you mean? Have I met you before?" Sasuke asked. Blue eyes glistened mischievously.

"Yes." He said. Sasuke blinked. "And no." He added tilting his head to the right.

"What?" Sasuke asked. This guy was seriously messed up and not making any sense.

"You haven't met me yet, but I've met you." The blonde said.

"You're not making any sense." Sasuke sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose. He was starting to regret his decision of coming over to this booth.

"Just sit and talk. I'll explain everything later." The blonde said calmly. He motioned for the bar tender to bring over two more drinks.

"Explain now. If you're some sort of reporter, I don't do interviews without you talking to my publicist first." Sasuke said. The blonde laughed and shook his head.

"Believe me, Sasuke. I could care less about interviewing you." The blonde smiled.

"Then just who the hell are you?" Sasuke snapped.

"Uzumaki Naruto." He smiled.

"And your profession?" Sasuke asked. He really didn't want to be dealing with annoying reporters or photographers and hoped the man didn't say something like that.

"I'm a kindergarten teacher." Naruto smiled. Sasuke blinked. That one was new.

"And why the interest in my identity?" Sasuke asked.

"Just an interest in you." Naruto smirked and leaned on his elbows. Sasuke looked at the blonde. He was intrigued no matter how much he tried to deny it. This blonde man was so calm and confident that he couldn't help but be interested.

"Why me?" Sasuke asked also leaning forward.

"I don't remember, but I know that for as long as I can remember I've always had a special interest in you." The blonde's eyes sparkled with mirth. Sasuke sighed and looked at the man closely. Nothing about him seemed to signal any ill intent. He was just a normal guy having a drink in a bar.

"How far can you remember?" Sasuke asked. He had only been an actor for about five years so he was curious at the man's mental state.

"Much further than you can." He said vaguely.

"What exactly do you mean by that?" Sasuke asked. The man had been saying weird things all night. Naruto shook his head and waved the question off.

"Oh, Sasuke, what are you doing in this bar anyway?" Naruto asked. "I mean not that I wasn't happy to see you here or anything, but it was kind of a shock."

"I just wanted to get away from everything for a bit." Sasuke said ignoring the weird comments from the blonde. Naruto laughed softly and Sasuke looked at him questioningly.

"No, I'm sorry. I just find it sort of ironic that you were the one to find me this time." Naruto smile. Sasuke again ignored the weird comment. In all reality, Naruto was probably just a fan who deluded himself into thinking he knew Sasuke, Sasuke had dealt with these kind of people many times before. Naruto stopped laughing and looked at Sasuke. "What were you trying to escape?" He asked.

"Everything." Sasuke shrugged.

"Oh, that's right you're an actor this time." Naruto nodded.

"Yeah." Sasuke sighed. "That and also trying to escape my fiancée."

"You don't love her." Naruto said. Sasuke looked up at him. Naruto had said it as if it were an obvious fact. Sure it was true, but Sasuke had never done anything to really make it obvious.

"So, marriages aren't always about love you know." Sasuke huffed.

"It's not like you're gonna stay married to her for very long anyway." The blonde smirked knowingly.

"Whatever, I'm leaving." Sasuke said moving the other man's foot out of the seat and getting up. He paid the bartender for the two drinks he had had at the table and left. The blonde sighed and watched the other leave.

"Why are you being so difficult this time, Sasuke?" He asked as he got up and tossed a few bills on the table before leaving as well. Outside Sasuke had run into the blonde girl from earlier and her three older brothers and was getting beaten pretty badly.

"-saying creepy stuff like that to our sister." Was all Naruto caught form their conversation before the biggest one decked Sasuke. Sasuke fell back but Naruto caught him.

"What's going on, boys?" Naruto asked. He knew them from when he taught the youngest brother in kindergarten a few years ago. They were a very tight-knit family, always sticking up for each other.

"This pervert said some nasty things to Ame." The oldest brother said. Naruto sighed and put Sasuke's arm around his shoulders. Sasuke had taken a pretty good beating and was mostly unconscious.

"Well you guys did your damage, now get out of here before I call Ibiki and have you arrested." Naruto said. The brothers nodded and they all got into the truck and sped off. Naruto slowly took Sasuke to his truck and then they drove to his apartment. Sasuke was a little more conscious but still needed help getting up the stairs.

"Why are you helping me?" Sasuke asked when Naruto unlocked his front door.

"You always need my help, don't you?" Naruto sighed taking Sasuke into the small one-roomed apartment and setting him on the bed. "They must have jumped you, normally you could have fought a group that small even if you are drunk." Naruto sighed taking Sasuke's shoes off.

"Hn." Sasuke answered staring up at the water stains on the ceiling. Naruto got on the bed straddling Sasuke's hips. "What are you doing?" Sasuke asked looking at the blonde when he felt his shirt being unbuttoned.

"Checking to see what all they did to you." Naruto answered calmly as he opened Sasuke's shirt revealing the few bruises marring the pale chest and stomach. Naruto sighed and pulled Sasuke up by his shirt. "You really have gotten weak." He said getting off of the pale man and pulling him to his feet.

"What are you doing now?" Sasuke asked as his jacket and shirt were slid off of his shoulders and down his arms.

"Undressing you." Naruto said as if it were quite obvious. "You don't like to sleep with clothes on."

"How do you know that?" Sasuke asked.

"I know everything about you, Sasuke." Naruto laughed softly. Of course, the blonde was a crazy stalker fan he probably had every magazine article and TV special on him somewhere in the mess of the apartment. Really he should have been more worried being with this obsessive pervert, but he was too drunk to care. Naruto undid Sasuke's belt and pulled his pants and boxers off as well. It felt like he was on set for a movie, or maybe a photo shoot. He was used to people just pulling his clothes off and putting on a completely new set. Sasuke's mind wandering was stopped when he felt warmth surrounding his entire body. He blinked and realized he had been put into a warm bath. Naruto stood there with a washcloth in one hand and a bar of soap in the other, his orange shirt had been removed to show the white tank top underneath.

"Are you going to wash me?" Sasuke asked raising an eyebrow. Naruto smiled.

"You want me to? Oh, Sasu-chan, I forgot how needy you were." Naruto laughed softly. Sasuke growled and took the washcloth and soap from Naruto.

"Stop saying weird shit, it's starting to get on my nerves." Sasuke said.

"What am I saying?" Naruto asked cocking his head slightly. Sasuke sighed.


IMPORTANT NOTE!!!! Yet again I'm telling you that the second part of this chapter is chapter 2. DO NOT LEAVE ME REVIEWS ABOUT THE WEIRD BREAK!!!! THIS IS YOUR SECOND NOTICE, IF ANYONE IGNORES THESE NOTES AND LEAVES A REVIEW ABOUT IT I WILL BE VERY UPSET!

hope you're enjoying so far, next part has the LEMON!!!!