THE ONE WHO HOLDS MY HEART BY: Inuyashasfirstmate
HI! This is my first fic. Flame me if it's horrible but no matter if you do or not I'll still write because...that's my thing! Ja Ne!!! (See ya!!!)
(Sesshomaru's mind) "Sesshomaru..." A now 17-yrs old Rin said. "I'm growing up. I need to live my own life in one year. Will you help me prepare myself? Please?" I knew this day would come. The day my little Rin would grow into a woman. She looked so sweet trying to convince me with that puppy dog face. Ironic if you think about it.
"Rin, I know you have to move on... but..." A sting came to my eyes. I feared the loneliness I would have without her. With a dead Jaken I could not revive there'd be no one left. I flicked the fugitive tear so fast Rin didn't notice it. "But I need you... without you I'd be..." My voice cracked at the word to come. NEVER have I let my emotions show before. Why now? So what if I'm alone? I'll just live like a vegetable and die. Nothing to it. GREAT!!! Now my minds jumbled up.
"Ohhhhh... You'll be alone Sesshomaru..." Rin said with realization. "I'm sorry for thinking about only me and not you!" Then she cried I felt sorry for causing her grief. "Rin, I Love you... as a child..." I said uneasily. 'Do I love her as a woman or a child?' I thought. I was clearly confused. "Sesshy... please." "It's alright Rin," I said with sudden pain of her wanting to leave me "If you want to leave... I'm not the one to stop you." "Sesshy! WAIT!" I was already out the door.
( Rin's mind) "Wait..." I said quieter. How could I even THINK about leaving Sesshomaru!? I've hurt him so much. If I leave he'd probably... die of loneliness. STUPID RIN!!! How dare I, thinking only of myself! "What have I done? I need space but I don't want to leave Sesshomaru. OHHHH! What am I to do?" I thought aloud as I cried hardly. Just then Sesshomaru entered. "Well!? What are you waiting for?! An invitation? LEAVE!" For once his face wasn't cold. It was slightly red and clearly showed pain. "Don't do this to me Sesshomaru..." "YOU WANTED IT, SO LEAVE!!!" In fear I packed my things and headed for the door with Sesshomaru tailing behind. Before I left I said "I Love you with all my heart Sesshomaru. No matter what you or I do nothing would change that." With that I left. (Sesshomaru's mind) What have I done? Did I just throw out the only one who cared for me? I'm so STUPID! What am I going to do now? I know! I'll wait for her to return
Two Weeks Later God, God, GOD! She is surely long gone by now! I need her... want her... "Rin! How Could you let me do this to you?" I said as I headed for the door. It was time to do what I had to do.. find the one who holds my heart.
Sorry for writing a little but this is only the prologue thingie. I you review I'll add. WARNING FOR YOUNG EYES: In the upcoming chapter 3 a lemon will take place. YOU'VE BEEN WARNED
HI! This is my first fic. Flame me if it's horrible but no matter if you do or not I'll still write because...that's my thing! Ja Ne!!! (See ya!!!)
(Sesshomaru's mind) "Sesshomaru..." A now 17-yrs old Rin said. "I'm growing up. I need to live my own life in one year. Will you help me prepare myself? Please?" I knew this day would come. The day my little Rin would grow into a woman. She looked so sweet trying to convince me with that puppy dog face. Ironic if you think about it.
"Rin, I know you have to move on... but..." A sting came to my eyes. I feared the loneliness I would have without her. With a dead Jaken I could not revive there'd be no one left. I flicked the fugitive tear so fast Rin didn't notice it. "But I need you... without you I'd be..." My voice cracked at the word to come. NEVER have I let my emotions show before. Why now? So what if I'm alone? I'll just live like a vegetable and die. Nothing to it. GREAT!!! Now my minds jumbled up.
"Ohhhhh... You'll be alone Sesshomaru..." Rin said with realization. "I'm sorry for thinking about only me and not you!" Then she cried I felt sorry for causing her grief. "Rin, I Love you... as a child..." I said uneasily. 'Do I love her as a woman or a child?' I thought. I was clearly confused. "Sesshy... please." "It's alright Rin," I said with sudden pain of her wanting to leave me "If you want to leave... I'm not the one to stop you." "Sesshy! WAIT!" I was already out the door.
( Rin's mind) "Wait..." I said quieter. How could I even THINK about leaving Sesshomaru!? I've hurt him so much. If I leave he'd probably... die of loneliness. STUPID RIN!!! How dare I, thinking only of myself! "What have I done? I need space but I don't want to leave Sesshomaru. OHHHH! What am I to do?" I thought aloud as I cried hardly. Just then Sesshomaru entered. "Well!? What are you waiting for?! An invitation? LEAVE!" For once his face wasn't cold. It was slightly red and clearly showed pain. "Don't do this to me Sesshomaru..." "YOU WANTED IT, SO LEAVE!!!" In fear I packed my things and headed for the door with Sesshomaru tailing behind. Before I left I said "I Love you with all my heart Sesshomaru. No matter what you or I do nothing would change that." With that I left. (Sesshomaru's mind) What have I done? Did I just throw out the only one who cared for me? I'm so STUPID! What am I going to do now? I know! I'll wait for her to return
Two Weeks Later God, God, GOD! She is surely long gone by now! I need her... want her... "Rin! How Could you let me do this to you?" I said as I headed for the door. It was time to do what I had to do.. find the one who holds my heart.
Sorry for writing a little but this is only the prologue thingie. I you review I'll add. WARNING FOR YOUNG EYES: In the upcoming chapter 3 a lemon will take place. YOU'VE BEEN WARNED