Sorry its been so long, I had a lot going on. Things are getting better and I will be updating!-XOXO cryptic

The rain. Nature's way of self healing, Just as the body heals itself, I too weep. My heart aches with the bitterness I feel. I loved Raven with all my heart, but she loved another more. The pain is absolutely unreal, the only thing that dulls it is the presences of my sweet Jagger. He was the only one there for me after she left...

I now stare out the window, the night black as coal, the rain running down like tiny pieces of melting glass. I sympathize with the weeping sky. I feel the cold, winter is in full form. I am shivering when a warmth covers my back and a warm hand runs across my chest. Jagger's warm embrace, his warm breath on my neck, and his scent overwhelming to my nostrils. I turn to face him,our lips lock.

"You are cold... Come to bed with me.." He pulls my hand.

"I feel sad..." I say vaguely.

"Why love?" he says

"I am worried about the future, what will come of us when our parents find out. Your sister will be furious..." I say trying to cover up the pain I am feeling for the loss of my girl. I do love Jagger but, I still feel the pain like a sharp dagger in my heart.

"That is all shit." he says "You never worry about things like that why start now, it will solve itself, You are thinking of her."

"..."

"Look" he starts taking my ice cold hand. "Don't waste your love one those who do not deserve it, She has lost the best thing that will ever happen to her."

"Jagg..." I say Hugging him. "You are so warm"

"Come to bed with me" He pulls and I give in this time. He leads me to our double mattress on the floor. We lie down covering us in blankets.

"Why haven't you fed?" he says,

"I haven't felt like it"

"Alex..." he leans in kissing me.

The lip lock starts to get intense. Our tongues fighting for dominance. He pushes my mouth to his neck. The temptation is to hard to control, I lick it before sinking my teeth in. Jagger lets out a soft moan.

"Ahh," he struggles, "mmmhmmm" He clings to my shirts squirming. The fighting begins to arouse me. My sex begins to throb. My breathing is heavy. I release his neck and slide my hand in his pants.

"Ahhh cold" He grins.

"Sorry" I say "it will warm soon"

He takes off his shirt, I bite his chest playfully, teasing his nipple ring. He moves sensually pulling his pants off for me, as I go down. Licking his half hard shaft, I wrap my mouth around it, opening my throat taking in his length, sucking genitally but begin mindful of my fangs. Jagger moans loudly jerking around.

"Alex...Oh...mmmm More... More pelase..."

I give in.

My hard on is making me insane. I am sweating, I pull of my shirt and strattle Jagger. He wraps his leggs around me kissing me sloppily.

"Yes alex.." He purrs

I say nothing sliding my finger into his back side. I grab a bottle of lube, Stroking my shaft...

Jagger blushes as I slide it into him slowly.

"NGHHHHH" Jagger moans gripping the sheets tightly as I ram into him. Tears well down his face, his squeals are so sensual. He comes everywhere, the pearly substance on his stomach. I pull out and come on his stomach. I lay on top of him, we breathe heavily. Our hearts beating together...

We sleep as the storm rages on