Alec felt a smile creep upon his face as Jade held his one arm and he had Sarah on the other, he looked at both as they returned their innocent smiles warming his heart. Then darkness filled the air as they both disappeared. When light returned he saw Mike wrapping his muscular arms around Jade and pulled her into a rough kiss, angry Alec turned to the right to see Sarah making out with Curtis. Alec's knees grew weak as he fell down onto the ground and tears came out of his brown eyes. This was more of a nightmare than a dream, and then he saw it. A bright light came towards him, was it the female's hair? Or eyes? When his eyes adjusted he saw who the light was, Amanda, her eyes had a sympathetic look in them as she rubbed his back whispering soft words, "Things will get better, I promise." Seconds past until she disappeared revealing him in a dark room. He saw everything around him though, his Xbox, his friends, and Jade. He felt Jade wrap her arms around him and pull him close to her face, then her lips were inches away from him.

"ALEC GET YOUR ASS AWAKE! YOU'LL MISS THE BUS!" My Mom shouted as I groaned; defiantly not ready to face hell. Just to watch Jade be happy with Mike? No thanks, everyone just has to be so good damn sweet to me, don't they? I threw my covers off and grab some random shirt and pants and threw them on. Of course I put my shirt on backwards; I quickly grabbed my stuff after fixing my shirt and walked out the front door, throwing my hood over my head. I climbed on the bus, ignoring everything and sat by the window. I watched everything just pass by, and to reveal the place where no good happens. Why can't I just be as happy as everyone else? You know, smiling and laughing with my friends 24/7 and just living. Now, I get up every morning having to suffer heartbreak, torture, and stress. Thank god it is Friday; I climbed down the bus stairs as people passed by me with their ugly smiling faces. Damn do I want to punch them in the face, if only I didn't get in trouble. I passed the lockers as I saw Jade standing there with her tan face smiling at something her friend said. I glanced towards Sarah to see she wasn't there. I looked down; I spun out my combo as my locker decided to be a bitch and to be jammed. Continuously I spun out my lock until it opened. Jade smiled and looked over at me as my heart jumped, but died down when Mike came over and wrapped his arms around her.

"Want me to carry your books?" He asked her making my face turn red.

"Sure." She smiled flirty; he took her books and walked away. Damn I want to smash him into a locker and leave him there forever. I turned around and looked at Amanda, she actually didn't look to happy either, at least there is one cute blonde in this school. I bit my tongue and released myself to go to homeroom, like anything could get better.

"Alec, look at what Roman did to my finger!" Jade complained with that innocent frown, making my heart die, as I looked at her finger, with black under her nail, ouch. If someone did that to me, I would punch them in the face and kick them in the balls. Of course, in this hell you think twice before bothering anger issued boy, but then you have Hanan, Rachel, and Dani who love to bother the living crap out of me.

*Gym Study Hall*

"Alec, who do you like?" Dom asked me leaning close as everyone else did the same, including Jade.

"No one." I lied, trying to hide my frown.

"You are lying, tell us the fucking truth."

"Why?"
"Because we could probably get you with her."

"She has a boyfriend."

"Well? We can convince them to break-up." Alex smirked as I bit my lip and decide to say.

"I like Jade."

"Like I would go out with a ugly boy like you!" Jade broke in and laughed along with the other guys. "You are such an annoying anger issued boy, I would never date you. I don't think anyone would." She continued laughing as I felt my face turn red. I stood up and asked to go to the bathroom. I passed anyone and started punching some lockers; I didn't care if I got in trouble I'd love to get in trouble actually. That is when I realized no matter how hard I hit, nothing was healing. When I finished I felt tears coming, a tough guy doesn't cry, I reminded myself, but too late I was already in tears.

"Are you okay?" I heard a familiar voice asked as I looked up and saw Amanda, lovely.

"No, after I get my fucking heart broken by the same girl twice. I'm fine."

"You don't look fine, let me guess, Jade?" She asked sliding down next to me.

"Yeah, why do you care?"

"Why shouldn't I care? I have nothing to hate you for."

"True, but you don't even know me."

"But I know enough to know who broke your heart, didn't I? I may not know you too well, but I'll tell you one thing. No one is worth your tears, and the one that is…you shouldn't even cry for."

"How do you know?"

"I'm a girl; I've experienced the same thing." She spoke looking away, like remembering a time, "Jade is a whore anyways. She is cheating with Mike by flirting with everyone, she has to start everything, and she loves taking guys away from guys."

"True, damn you are smart."

"That is a compliment; I'll have to write that down."

"What do you mean, write it down?"

"Well, if you don't notice, no guys compliment me. I'm either ugly or weird. The closest to a compliment was being called smart, and that was by you."

"Let's not talk about this conversation."

"Okay."

"One more thing, you aren't that ugly."

"Thanks the 'that' sure helped me."

"Fine, you are one of the cutest blondes I met, okay?"

"Is that the truth?"

"Yes, Natalie isn't that attractive and Vicky dyes her hair."

"Thanks." Amanda spoke standing up with her cheeks red like my shirt.

"Anything, I think I'm actually over Jade now."

"Glad I could help."

"One more question, I know we don't know each other but."

"What?"

"Will you go out with me?" I asked her with pleading eyes, it was right there in that hallway I think I found someone. She got me. She was smart. She was beautiful, and damn she knew how to play sports.

"Sure." She smiled and hugged me. I didn't want to let go, but the fact that we had to go back to class forced me. Luckily we were in the same class. I held her hand as we walked back in together, no one said anything, and we just broke apart to sit in our seats. Jade turned her head towards Amanda with a disgusted face and rolled her eyes. "That is what I do whenever I think of what horrible demon lies underneath your plastic, Cambodian Barbie." Amanda growled as Jade rolled her eyes and turned away. Alec couldn't help himself from smiling, he laughed along with the guys. For once in his life, he was smiling really smiling.