Yuki's Diary Ch.1
A./N.:you all may have heard of shuichis diary...well...yuki;s diary is os much
better no wait im just kidding they're the same...well here you go
Disclaimer:don't own gravitation. Don't sue me.
Entry 1:My Feelings
I am starting this because if I don't let myself out I kow I will just go
insane and become one of those physopath suicide killer people and no
matter how much I really do wanna commit suicide I know I just would never
be able to bring myself to do it. It would hurt everyone Tohma said if I
died.I just cant have insanity so here we are to my first poem realization...
People say love lasts forever
That is what I don't understand
Everlasting love is gone
It si now forgotten
As I watched you leave
My eyes became blinded by tears
I fell to my knees crying
As you walked out the door
People say I was young and did not understand
But I understood very well
That what we had was true
It was pure like a childs heart
As I try to live a new life
I soon learn its impossible
I need you
And then you come back
But as someone else
You have lies and betrayal in your heart
Yet I ignore it
And act as if you are still you
And now as I feel the cold of the gun on my bare back
I realize...
Its your turn to feel the coldness
The coldness of the glittering knife
Which is used to take away pain
And give it
As I take it out
I laugh at your helplessness
Even though I know its wrong
I stare at your dead body
I stare at the blood in my hands
I know in my heart iv done wrong
Yet I also know you did wrong
The confusions just to much to bear
I look at the blood covered knife
And think...
How can something so small
Take away the pain for so long
The confusions to much to bear
The pains just to much to bear
I look at the knife
Knowing what I deserve
Knowing I gave you what you deserved
Tearn my face I think...
You got what you deserved
Now its my turn
A./N.: So how was it? Please review! Oh yeah the how can so small take away
the pain for so long thing...it wasn't mine it was a girl named kitten kisses
love her stuff she's great read her stuff. That be an order! Hehe just
kidding...Till next time buh-bye!!!!!!
A./N.:you all may have heard of shuichis diary...well...yuki;s diary is os much
better no wait im just kidding they're the same...well here you go
Disclaimer:don't own gravitation. Don't sue me.
Entry 1:My Feelings
I am starting this because if I don't let myself out I kow I will just go
insane and become one of those physopath suicide killer people and no
matter how much I really do wanna commit suicide I know I just would never
be able to bring myself to do it. It would hurt everyone Tohma said if I
died.I just cant have insanity so here we are to my first poem realization...
People say love lasts forever
That is what I don't understand
Everlasting love is gone
It si now forgotten
As I watched you leave
My eyes became blinded by tears
I fell to my knees crying
As you walked out the door
People say I was young and did not understand
But I understood very well
That what we had was true
It was pure like a childs heart
As I try to live a new life
I soon learn its impossible
I need you
And then you come back
But as someone else
You have lies and betrayal in your heart
Yet I ignore it
And act as if you are still you
And now as I feel the cold of the gun on my bare back
I realize...
Its your turn to feel the coldness
The coldness of the glittering knife
Which is used to take away pain
And give it
As I take it out
I laugh at your helplessness
Even though I know its wrong
I stare at your dead body
I stare at the blood in my hands
I know in my heart iv done wrong
Yet I also know you did wrong
The confusions just to much to bear
I look at the blood covered knife
And think...
How can something so small
Take away the pain for so long
The confusions to much to bear
The pains just to much to bear
I look at the knife
Knowing what I deserve
Knowing I gave you what you deserved
Tearn my face I think...
You got what you deserved
Now its my turn
A./N.: So how was it? Please review! Oh yeah the how can so small take away
the pain for so long thing...it wasn't mine it was a girl named kitten kisses
love her stuff she's great read her stuff. That be an order! Hehe just
kidding...Till next time buh-bye!!!!!!