By: Deathscythe
Heero and Duo do not belong to me. They belong to whoever will lay claim to them. Warnings: Yaoi, angst, OOC.
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I shiver as the sun rises brightly,
As my world dims;
No more feeling sorrow,
No more lies;
Come tomorrow,
I won't be alive.
He might find me,
Battered and Bruised;
May expect fowl play,
And another lie will come my way;
Only the truth will be known by me and by you.
I told him I loved him,
But I never did,
So lies, more lies then filled his head.
Truth be told,
It was just a fling,
But not to him,
I was his queen.
He held me each night,
And I lied to him more;
I should have then, walked out the door.
He held me tighter,
As he answered my lie,
Now I can't wait to die.
I watch the blood run down my hands,
Waiting for death, I hope will be grand.
It hurts,
And the pain,
I know soon it'll end.
Running,
I see a man running in my darkness,
No, he couldn't be running,
No one knows,
No one cares;
He's crying,
I observe guilty,
I hurt him,
Now, I hurt him,
I realize now,
The pain I felt,
I love him,
I do love him,
We were meant to be,
But now no one can save me;
Now,
Now my world's gone black,
Did I go blind?
No, only to love,
But now ,
Now I am nearly dead,
But I can still hear him,
Screaming,
Screaming,
Screaming…
I awoke,
Cold sweat on my brow.
"A dream," I said,
And grope around the bed.
I cuddled closer
"I love you,"
I say truthfully for the first time,
"I love you, Heero always and true."
"I love you Duo,
You know that I do..."
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