Destruction

My world is all gray.

There's no sadness, no anger.

There's no happiness, or joy.

There's only stillness. Numbness. Coldness.

No more black than there is white.

I look for color.

But nothing is there. Only void.

I want to stain my world with color.

But somehow when I reach for it…I can't.

Even some white would be nice.

When will the gray split into black and white?

When?

Fate has ignored me.

Pain has only numbed me.

Time has only tortured me.

My world is crumbling beneath my feet.

As I search for the core, it evades me.

Willing it doesn't work.

At least not anyore.

Kaen has ignored me.

Akasha has turned her back on me.

Who or what's left?

Maybe it's time to leave this world.

Who knows.

We may never...