I am always weak. I always cry when I'm in trouble. I have a defensive innocence which is no use for attacking akuma. I always need them to protect me. I am simply weak, unloved and irritating.

But, have you ever know my inner side, which my heart had urged to pop out to show?

I am Miranda Lotto, an unwanted and unloved child.

Everything changes when I met him….

Time One: The First Meeting

'AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I'm sorry!! I'm sorry!' Miranda screams and apologized to Kanda. She's going to cry again, her eyes turned watery. He always look scary and hard to approach, his eyes startled when seeing Miranda banged into him and overturned the books on her hand. The books fell on the floor, so did both of them.

'Owww, hey you, watch out for people.' Kanda's words aren't gentle at all, yet his actions are. He picked up the books for Miranda and gave it half to her.

He's sooooooooooooo not gentle at all!!

'Hold it properly! Where are you heading to? I'm going with you' He hold the books and look into her eyes, Miranda looked back. Captivated by his scary yet gentle eyes, he looked like he was pissed off.

'One more look, I will give you a wake with my mugen' He said and point his mugen to Miranda.

'Whoa, I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm ….' She paused, seeing Kanda's extremely pissed face. 'I am going back to my room..' she looked on the floor, dared not to see his face.

'Let's go then, it's near my room right, isn't it?' He remembered seeing this female exorcist wandering around his room finding her own room, she almost even thought that her room was his. He was about to stop her entering his room when Lenalee went and shown her to her room. He sighed and went for his mission. An irritating woman, he thought.

'Um, yesss…' Miranda just too scared of talking to him; this is the first time she ever sees and talked to him, yet she and he left a bad impression for each other. She's forever clumsy, she thought.

They walked towards their room; Miranda was thinking and thinking, thinking about how she is going to face him in the future, it was hard to talk to him. Seeing him is even worse, but he wasn't totally a jerk, he's just too serious. As she was thinking, Kanda was looking at her different expressions she show, it was kind of creepy but cute, he thought. He stopped suddenly, and the clumsy women right behind banged into tall guy again. She dropped her books again.

It hurts, why I always banged into him, unlucky me! He's going to stare at me again! She dared not open her eyes, she apologize times again and pick her books up. As she picks up, some chuckling was heard from the guy in front of her. She stood and looked at him.

'What…? What's so funny?' Miranda was a bit furious about this guy. He's creepy and scary, his laughter was… Wait! Did he just smile? She brightened her eyes to see the creepy guy smiling and laughing at her. His smile was charming, not to that extremely, it was kind of weak, but still captured her eyes to his. Maybe it's not too hard to get along with this guy, or maybe she's totally wrong.

'Okay, okay, I stopped here. Open your room?' He stopped his laughter as Miranda stared at him with angry yet clumsy and kawaii face. She opened her room with her key. He stepped in; the first thing he saw was her clock, the old grandfather clock, her small bed, cabinet, drawer, a set of table and chair. But something captured his eyes, a set of spoilt yet fixed dolls on her bed, about 8 of them.

'What's this? You did this?' he was curious, but all dolls looked so emotional, it seemed like they are saying: I am abandoned, but saved by this women.

'Oh, nothing much, just a few dolls I picked up and sew when I had nothing to do. They seemed to be calling me when I am passing by, screaming and yelling for my help to save them.' she told him as she put the books on the table.

Her eyes was a bit teary, she was thinking about her past again, her misery of losing countless jobs, being an unlucky and unneeded person in her city. She finally controlled her emotions after being an exorcist which gained confidence of being a normal person with a job. She was definitely happy, happy that she met friends that believe she can be an exorcist. She thanked Allen and Lenalee for finding her with her innocence, believing she can do a good job as an exorcist. She never been thanked or thanked people before. For every first thank was to and from both of them.

From that very day, she promised herself from not to be crying over her past, ever again. However, she couldn't stand further anymore. She may be smiling on the outer side, but deep inside her heart, it was screaming, yelling, raining and crying all over, almost jumping out of her chest. She tolerated inside for a very long time, she locked her past inside her past. How she wishes upon the star, she could scream everything out of her broken heart. She thinks she can, perhaps to this guy in front of her.

'Hey you! Don't cry in front of me, did I say something wrong?' Kanda was afraid of people crying, especially women, it wasn't that he hates women, but he simply wasn't interested and hate their crying, he finds it annoying, even annoying when the crying was for guys. But her tears wasn't for him or any guys, it was for herself. She ignored his words, he hold her up as she seemed to be fainting any moment. He was given an idea of protecting her, this woman? He pulled her into her arms, trying to comfort her, not knowing which way to, he simply hug her. She cried out from the bottom of her heart to him, a guy whom she knows less than an hour.

'Um... I... I'm sorry; I'm really sorry, sorry!' Miranda wasn't sure this was right or wrong, she only knows she had to get out of his arm. She quickly pulls him away from her and apologized to him repeatedly. He put the books on the table and walked out from her room slowly.

What am I doing, he thought to himself. He was never like that before. Did he done something wrong? He couldn't have feelings towards her or does he? It's definitely impossible, he said it confidently.

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I didn't know it was so short on FF, but it was long, two page long in MW. i spent around 45 mins writing or more, i guessed. Please R&R, do give me sugestions on this pairing. I was a fan of Miranda xD but her parts in DGM are always little. I hoped to zoom in and forcus on her, and also a pairing for her :D I DON'T OWN THIS MANGA/ANIME X It just came out of my imagination lols! I have read all stories pairing of miranda's. I totally LOVE KANDAxMIRANDA; LAVIxMIRANDA; TYKIxMIRANDA & KOMUIxMIRANDA. i agreed that i'm greedy! P but my most LOVED is Kanda, which is toooo little, i only read one on this pairing which was oneshot. not much on them too. so i decided to write on them xD i am going to write the stories of each pairing one by one -.- if i can lols! but i dun like krory & miranda, i dun know why ppl like them together! i felt a bit disgusted -.- and insulted too...krory has his lover , so dun mix them together yeah xD lols. at least not here okay shouldn't talk much xD will be working on chapter 2 as soon as possible.

Please Look forward to Time Two : His and Her Story :D