The fatal seal

By Riku Child of Dawn

So I just wanted to post this story and see what you think about it. This is a Big Time Rush story, but my own character added.

Disclaimer- I don't own anything except the character Dukess Westerly

It was July 22 that much I was aware of. The rest…well let's just say that it was insanity at its finest.

Hi my name is Dukess Westerly, but please call me Duke. I'm 14-years-old. I have to tell you up front I'm in the insane asylum. Why? Well let's start at the beginning shall we?

I'm 8 at this time. My sister Tiffany and I are messing around the stairs trying to be the first one down the stairs and to the table in the kitchen for dinner. True I know now that we shouldn't have been doing that, but at the time it seemed fun. My sister pushed me gently unaware of the accident just waiting to happen.

My staircase at my house well they are steep. So when Tiffany pushed me my foot slipped and I found myself flying landing hard on the last step. I heard a crack in my lower back and then pain shot through my body and a scream tore through my throat. It was my mom that came and rushed me to the hospital. Tiffany well she couldn't stop saying "I killed him! I killed him!"

In the hospital after many x-rays I heard the doctor say that I could never walk again. Now you would think that, that would make me plunge over the edge, but no. I had several wheel chaired bound friends and I knew it was hard for them, but that's not why. Want to find out why? Let's flash forward 2 years.

Now 10 I'm in fifth grade and yes it was hard, but still I was managing. In fact I was doing pretty well in school, but my mental capacity was slowly stretching and that certain day when the teacher had told me to come and talk to him in the hall that I think I had snapped or well no sorry it was my mom.

In the hallway alone with my teacher and my mom I sat waiting. My mom came over and said that she didn't know how she was going to handle me anymore. She had always been a bitch that I knew. She always made me feel inferior and incompetent. Now this-this final thing sent me spiraling over the edge. I opened my mouth to tell her what a cocking-sucking whore she was, but before I said a word laughter just came and I couldn't stop it.

Oh yeah laughter always a sign of insanity right? Yeah well just shut up and just keep reading.

The laughter was like a hurricane and it didn't stop there. I felt like my brain had become 3 separate sections. The laughter was only the beginning. I had just kept laughing spinning around and around in my chair using my arms to push the chair around and around. Then I shot off and there was a chase. Several white coats had me, but I knew that I didn't have a choice. They took me to where I am now. Just before the doors closed right on queue the cunt said "Dukess we're moving and we won't be back."

That was the first part of my life here, but don't forget there are sections 2 and 3 to go.

I'm 12 and if you think that the laughter was the end of it then sorry your sadly mistaken. Section 2 of my brain well let's just say if anyone came into my room I would start screaming as loud as I could. Doctors would step out and then come back in with what they thought was protection against my screams. Wrong! Before too long after several experimental meds had slid down my throat they could hear the loud screams as their protection failed.

I had to say during that time well-my mind was not.. It just wasn't at all. And it wasn't until… well it still isn't today. Just watch er well read this and how I am now.

Now I'm fourteen and this is the last section of my brain and well it was worse. I can peel off my fingernails skin and all and start cutting myself. Last week since I could reach my right shoulder I bit through shirt, flesh, and then finally bone. Did it hurt fuck yeah it hurt. Did I care? Hell no. In fact I tried again only this time it was my right leg. I bit through it and my teeth left a long jagged scar. Since I couldn't feel it I didn't feel the meat and blood seep from it. I have to say the doctors…yeah they're at their wits end. They keep shoving medicines down my throat and twice I've been put in a strait jacket.

Since then well nothing has changed. Do I regret any of my actions? No. Do I want it to stop? Yeah it would be nice. Be nice to know exactly what the fuck I'm doing from time to time.

So everyone what do you think of Dukess? Insane right? Yeah well his manners has a lot to be desired. Don't worry he won't be like this forever. Just keep reading and please review.

Out Riku Child of Dawn