Soooo hi guys it's me again so alot of you didn't take to my last story but some loved it and I promise there will be some part 2 but this is not it. I have read alot of stories where Maura is upset with Jane after the Patty Doyle shooting and that is how this story starts but it takes an intresting turn so please read and review. As always this story starts off as a one-shot and you guys have to tell me if you want more and by the way I don't own these characters...ok so here goes chapter 1 of HURT!

Jane had just about given up on trying to get Maura to forgive her. It had been about 3 weeks since she had shot Maura's mobster father, Patty Doyle.

Jane was starting to get really frustrated because she couldn't believe that Maura would throw their friendship away over someone she claimed she didn't care anything about.

Jane parked her car in front of Maura's house but decided not to get out of the car just yet because she knew she needed to have a plan on what to say to Maura because everytime she had tried to apologize or even talk to her bestfriend Maura wouldn't hear any of it. Jane loved Maura and decided to fight for her, even if Jane knew they could never be more than friends she would fight for their friendship. Just as Jane was getting out of the car she saw Maura's front door open and a man in an all black suit leave. Jane couldn't help the hurt she felt after seeing this man but she had to push that deep down and realize that she wasn't there to fight for a relationship with Maura, she was there to fight for their friendship. When Jane saw the man pull away in his car she got out and headed for Maura's door. When Jane made it to the door she knocked on it loudly and she knew that if she was there to get Maura to forgive her then she needed to bring it down a notch so she knocked on the door again but this time more softly and waited.

Maura heard a knock on her door just as she was about to get back into bed. "Richard must have left something" she thought as she walked back down the stairs to let the man in. Maura opened her front door to a tired looking Jane Rizzoli and she couldn't help but be irritated by just seeing her former best friend.

"What are you doing here this late" Maura asked as she looked at Jane and could tell the detective picked up on the irritation in her voice.

"I came here to apologize to you and if you still don't want to talk to me after that then I will leave you alone but I do ask that you hear me out first" Jane said softly.

As Maura stood there with the door open looking at her Jane knew that meant for her to continue so that's exactly what she did. "Maura I know that you are angry with me for shooting Patty but please understand that it is my duty to protect people and that's all I was trying to do in that warehouse. So I would really like it if you could just please find it in your heart to forgive me and know that I would never do anything to hurt you on purpose."

"Jane I told you not to shoot him but you pointed that gun and you pulled the trigger, and for what huh? To protect people that weren't in danger"

"You know what forget this, I did all I can do" Jane said as she started to walk away.

"NO AWNSER ME" Maura yelled but realized that Angela was only next door in the guest house and they were standing outside "you wanted to have this conversation so were having it" Maura told her in a lower tone.

"YOU MAURA, I WAS TRYING TO PROTECT YOU" Jane yelled not caring who heard her.

"OH THAT'S COMPLETE BULLSHIT AND YOU KNOW IT" Maura yelled starting to get angry. "And why do always feel the need to protect me, I don't need your protection or Patty's or anybody eles's for that matter, I am not some charity case but I do need to know why. Why do you make it your own personal mission to protect me.

"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU MAURA" Jane screamed. "Are you happy, is this what you wanted to see Maura? I love you, I feel the need to protect you because I know I would die if I let anything happen to you. And I know this is probably the last time I will get to talk to you as a friend so there is just one thing I need to do before I go." With that said Jane walked up to Maura and put her hand on the back of Maura's neck and pulled the doctor in for a kiss.

When the kiss was over Jane walked away not caring what Maura had to say anymore because she had heard everyhthingshe needed to hear from the honey blond. Jane went home and sat on her couch and nursed a bottle of beer. "how could I have been so stupid and let my emotion get the the best of me" Jane thought as she sat on her couch. Jane wasn't done yelling at herself when heard a soft knock at her door.

Jane looked throught the peep hole and was shocked at who she saw, now she was sure that she was going crazy and was seeing things.

"Maura what are you doing here" Jane said once she opened the door, shock still evident in her voice.

Maura didn't respond she just kissed Jane with all she had. Jane didn't respond at first but then caught on to what was happening and started to kiss Maura back. Maura reached behind her and closed the front door as she jumped up and wrapped her legs around Jane. Jane got the message as she headed towards her bedroom with Maura in her arms. Jane laid Maura on the bed as she crawled on tp of her, Jane wanted to slow things down and do this right but thats not what Maura at all. "Jane please, I need you to touch me" Maura said as she started to un-button her silk shirt. Maura reached behind her back and un-hooked the bra, she pulled it off and threw it somewhere on the floor. Jane couldn't take anymore after that she bent down and started to suck on Maura's right nipple while she played with the left. When Jane and Maura were done having sex Jane couldn't help but whisper out "I love you Maura."

"Yeah let's just go to sleep" Maura said. Jane was kinda disappointed that Maura didn't say it back but she knew it would take time.

Maura woke up first the next morning with Jane's arms wrapped securely around her. Maura wasn't sure how but she was somehow able to get out of Jane's arms and dressed without waking Jane.

When Jane woke up she expected the honey blond to be in her arms but instead she found a pillow in her arms and Maura gone. Jane was a little hurt that Maura had left but she decided she would talk to her at work about it. Jane made it to work a little after 9:30 but instead of heading for the squadroom she went straight to the morgue. Jane found Maura sitting at her desk doing paperwork.

"Hey babe why did you skip out this morning I wanted to make you breakfast" Jane asked her.

"Detective I don't think it is appropriate to be calling me such names in the work place" Maura told her with a straight face. Jane felt a ping of hurt go through her at Maura's cold words.

"Maura what happened? I thought you had feelings for me, that's why we made love." Jane told her as she felt the tears starting to come.

"Made love? Oh please that was just pitty sex. I felt bad for you because I don't love you and no one ever will, you are an awful person to be with" Maura told her. That was about all Jane could take, she felt her throat start to close and breathing became difficult and at first she couldn't see through the tears and then all she saw was pitch black and then she felt the cold floor as she passed out.

Maura started to cry as she watched Jane fall to the floor, if anything happened to Jane she knew it would be all her fault. She couldn't live without her. Maura cried and cried as she said "Jane I didn't mean it" over and over praying that Jane could here her. Maura really didn't mean any of the things she said she just wanted the detective to hurt as badly as she hurt. Maura knew she couldn't let anything happed to Jane without telling her how she really felt, she just hope's she would get that chance.

Ok guys so tell me what you thought. I was deciding between two diffrent names so the name might change to hurt but I will see how this one works out, anyway please read and review and I will go with the story but only if you guys think I should.