Yay! I have finally started writing my first fan fictionJ

I was reading New Moon and thought what if Bella had become too depressed and wanted to die so she jumped off the cliff with the intention of ending her life instead of just cliff diving for fun?

Keep reading to find out if Bella survives, does Edward come back in time or will it be too late to save her?

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Sorry it's so short I promise the next will be longer.

Disclaimer: As much as I wish I owned The Twilight saga I don't. Stephenie Meyer owns all. I'm working on kidnapping Edward with my army of vampire squirrels. Sssh it is top secret information.

Life Without Meaning

Preface

How is life supposed to go on? How can I forget the love of my life? How am I supposed to pretend that everything is okay, its not even close to

okay. My life if you could really call it living is torture. I can't even keep it together for Charlie's sake. I know he is worried about me and wants me

to be normal again, but there is no way I could ever be myself again without the love of my life. I was broken beyond repair and there was only

one way to be fixed, but I know it could never happen. I replayed what he said to me the day my life lost meaning. I looked off the cliff as I was

preparing for death.

Flashback (sections of pages 68-70 in New Moon)

" Bella were moving."

" Why now? Another year-" I didn't get why they couldn't wait just a while longer.

" Bella, it's time. How much longer could we stay in Forks, after all? Carlisle can barley pass for thirty, and he's claiming thirty-three now. We'd have to start over soon regardless."

At the time his answer didn't make sense to me at first. Then it hit me.

" When you say we-" I whispered.

" I mean my family and myself." He had made each word distinct.

" Okay," I said after a couple minutes. "I'll come with you."

"You can't, Bella. Where we're going . . . It's not the right place for you."

"Where you are is the right place for me." I didn't understand how he could say that.

"My world is not for you, Bella."

" No! This is about my soul, isn't it?" I shouted. " Carlisle told me about that, and I don't care, Edward. You can have my soul. I don't want it without you!"

" Bella, I don't want you to come with me." I couldn't process this. Then it clicked.

"You . . . Don't . . . want me?" The words came out wrong but they stood the same.

Four little words ruined my life, future, and sanity.

End Flashback

Now as I watch the waves crash and break like my heart, I hear something.

"Bella don't do this!" His velvet voice spoke urgently.

"You don't want me. Why should I live a life of heartbreak?" I was arguing to myself.

"Bella just open your eyes." He pleaded with me.

"Why? To look around, get my hopes up and no ones there?" I was torturing myself. Then as I was about to jump something hit me.

I hate cliffy chapter endings but if I go any further I'd give the whole story away. Next chapter I will go back a couple months to where Edward left. Jacob won't be there for Bella so she will get more and more depressed as she goes through them.

I promise I will update the next chapter as soon as I get reviews.

Remember this is my first fan-fiction so please be nice!